In firefighting there are many things to learn especially when death is involved.
for your own sanity remember this
"You did not cause the fire or accident, you did not put that person in this situation all you can do is what you can do"
Point being, no matter how bad the situation is before you get there, it's always better once you are there..
and
In no other situation, no other career will you show up at someone's house and a woman will run out of the house and hand you her child as she runs back in, she doesn't know you from adam, but she's glad you are there and knows she can trust you..
Besides, everyone hates the cops but love the firefighter..
Good times.. congrats on the 1st call, I live in a city of 22k people we do 55=65 on average calls a month, with 12 real fires this year, it's been a crazy year, the rest are down power lines, gas alarms, CO alarms, 1 baby delivery, heart attacks (most between 6am and 8am) and recently a lot of heat strokes..
Just remember what i said above and you'll be ok.. wait til you have to go to an Echo medical and it's a teen kid that's hung them self.. not good for anyone.
Thanks for your service..
I'm still just a newb and I know there is so much I need to learn, I'm going to work the fire side a while and then move to the medics. Right now I'm just the gopher, I can administer cpr and first aid, and that's about all.
Thank you to the rest of you. For the heads up on what to expect. And for your service as well.