Well ok time for a small update. Diet this week hasn't been the best, it hasn't been terrible but it's been hard for me to be focused, I think I'm playing this little mind game with myself, by saying ok well if I want "this" I better eat it now, cause come Jan. 2nd, there's no more time for a cheat.
As I look back on this year, I've set a goal, accomplished it and set a new goal, and not quite accomplished the second goal. What I mean by this is I gave myself a number (in which I should never have done, but hey you live and learn). Did I reach the number, no I don't think so, not after all is said and done. Am I disappointed yes sort of, not because I did not have reached the goal, but because I got carried away with it, and was alittle too hard on myself. I was actually in tears a few weeks ago when I realized by the time I take off this layer of fat, I will not have put on 10lbs. And that's when it hit me, I must be retarded to cry over this. I've just worked really hard for the past year, I mean when I'm in the gym I don't play around with girly weight, I'm a grey plates kinda girl (Sassy
).
Anyway what I'm trying to say is let this be a lesson to you ladies and the few men that check in on me
, do not let a number define you, forget what the scale tells you, forget what those stupid little calipers tell you, pay attention to the way you look and the way you feel.
Although I mislead myself with the 10lb goal, I am extremely happy with the way my body looks, I am more proportioned that I've ever been in my life, and I'm excited to started shedding my layer of fat, to see how I looked when I'm leaner. So season 2 here I come, whether you're ready for me or not!!!
Wishing everyone a safe and Happy New Year, and thank you all for your constant support!