Welcome back into the community brother life has a funny way of showing us the right path sometimes and offen times the hard road is the most rewarding road, in darkness light exists, it all comes down to how hard you are willing to claw your way through the dark to find that light.
Everyone here will be supportive of the comeback and be here for moral support.
I look forward to the comeback and you picking yourself up off the ground and finding a way to push forward.
Just to basically open up a little so you know where I am.
I made a lot of money and was a really good looking guy, I thought I was untouchable and I was egotistical.
What happened was I made a mistake, the anxiety of which are me up, and it came out in various ways.
My face became almost completely paralyzed and even today I cant smile properly.
I got MRSA which really scarred my back.. so I lost a lot of confidence.
I went through a divorce and gave my ex the house, to be honest I'm so ashamed I would of done that anyway.
There is a lot more, but basically after dealing with being disowned by my family I decided to go back to the thing I used as a focus which is the gym .
I used to be such a nice person, and i lost all that, i lost my kindness and i want that back.
I wont be able to put things right but I can change my future and be a good example for my kids.
I dont drink or take drugs, which I guess is one positive.
I am sure I will have lost some respect through being open but I want everyone to know who I am.
Thank you all guys.
Saying all this means I can focus on why I'm here.