Wow - that makes a whole lot of sense. I bet a lot of us on here have problems with our body image and esteem, since we are more focused on our bodies than most people out there. The thought has crossed my mind, to compete - but I have a feeling I'd have the same types of issues. I already struggle with body image immensely..... I've been following your diet since January 1. I love it, and I've done wonderfully on it - but once I hit a certain point and I started to plateau a little, I kind of lost some motivation. So now I follow religiously during the week, and gorge all weekend long. By Friday mornings I am exactly the same weight every week now. Good, in that I can enjoy food on the weekend and still maintain a low BF. Bad, because I've stopped advancing. Whereas I was feeling like a rock star while I was losing the weight, now I feel too fat because I'm no longer losing. I knew all al ong that it would have to stop at some point, but it doesn't stop the disappointment when it does. Guess I had that dream that I'd finally get my dream body, but I keep getting constant reminders that it's going to be too difficult to get it. Whoops, I turned this thread from you to me - sorry! I'm very glad that you feel good right now, and that you were able to come to your realization before you stressed yourself too much. Your a smart chick to be able to look inside and know these things about yourself.