i just had the worst shot, which was my third shot ever. mother fucker, i was going into the right quad again since i went in it first, left second and now back to the right. i start going in and it felt like it was tearing my shit apart and only in about .25 inch. so i took it out, like wtf, so i move it over about .25" and try again. same fucking thing. so i took it out again. now im thinking i dulled the tip going through the rubber. so i changed needles, pushed out air. so shaken at this point i decide to use an alcohol pad on the needle, even though i didn't touch it. went more toward outside of right quad, got in half way, and i am guessing it was the alcohol but i didn't think about it at the time, thought it was a nerve or something but holly shitballs did it hurt. so i pulled it out again. fucking dumbass. hehe.
now i have sweat pouring off me, breathing like i just ran a mile, wife's getting me some cold water, i decide to go into the left quad again. i could see a tiny bruise from last weeks so i went .25 inch from it and went right in, no fukin problem. im like wtf.
so now i gots a 20gauge to draw with. this weeks going into the right leg i don't care if it hurts. i ain't fucking around no more. just sticking it in, aspirating and shooting. the more i fuck around the more nervous i get. it was worst than the first shot. the second was a breeze. this one was a disaster.