Good luck to you. One thing though...just don't 'not' take the PCT just 'to show' those whose opinions here you may not agree with - which is your right. Just saying the PCT is for 'you' and no one else will ever know or not know should you choose to do it - your choice. Most of all, just do what is best for you. I think many were worried that things have not declined yet as the ANA's are still strong in you (sounds like I'm talking about the force within Darth Vader). All kidding aside - make good choices before you 'might' be unable to make them, or before the PCT won't work effectively. I personally don't know if there is a certain window of time...that's all I'm saying.
Hey, never stop lifting if you love it, just free yourself of expectations and comparisons of strength from then and now...and in the future. It took me an entire year to regulate my hormonal levels, strength, pain, bodyfat and injuries I had developed, but could not feel during...
I am not very religious although I do beleive in God. Here's a little something that was on a card I was given and it was pretty inspirational to me:
"I have found the paradox that if I love until it hurts, then there is no more hurt, only love." - Mother Theresa