Also, you said "Thank for your suggestion. I'll retain the size. I know my body. I may get fatter is the only thing. But, at this point, I don't care that much".
And earlier you said that your body will go back to normal over a long period of time anyway so your not bothered. Well why start this thread asking for recovery advice then?
See where im coming from. Wild contradictions. If i were you i would be bothered because even though your body will probably go back somewhat normal over a LONG period of time, will you even make it that long to see? depression and mental instability is a killer, you dont want to be inviting that for a year or so do you.
ReAlLiFe.