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sorry bud
never thought i would see my name in a
- Thread starter CoBra666
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CoBra666
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Thanks guys and girls!
I was told he 'took his sleeping pills' so i dont know if that meant he took a 100 sleeping pills, or if there is some kind of suicide pill you can buy and it was politely referred to as sleeping pill. He was found on the couch legs crossed, fingers interlocked, by his wife when she came home from work. I did not get to read the entire note. His wife gave the piece that was meant for that person, to that person. Mine said that he had been secretly dealing with severe bots of depression and he felt like he was starting to fall apart at the seams and all his issues were starting to flow into others parts of his life, mostly his relationships with those around him and he couldnt bare to watch anyone else deal with what he has had to. He loved me very much and that this is for the best.
I was shocked and wanted to find out as much details for myself as I could, but kind of didnt feel it was the appropriate to bother everyone with my questions mid funeral. guess ill have to wait to know what he was so depressed about. he had a really great life it seemed.
I was told he 'took his sleeping pills' so i dont know if that meant he took a 100 sleeping pills, or if there is some kind of suicide pill you can buy and it was politely referred to as sleeping pill. He was found on the couch legs crossed, fingers interlocked, by his wife when she came home from work. I did not get to read the entire note. His wife gave the piece that was meant for that person, to that person. Mine said that he had been secretly dealing with severe bots of depression and he felt like he was starting to fall apart at the seams and all his issues were starting to flow into others parts of his life, mostly his relationships with those around him and he couldnt bare to watch anyone else deal with what he has had to. He loved me very much and that this is for the best.
I was shocked and wanted to find out as much details for myself as I could, but kind of didnt feel it was the appropriate to bother everyone with my questions mid funeral. guess ill have to wait to know what he was so depressed about. he had a really great life it seemed.
He probably did have a good life, but he was sick and couldnt see it that way. Depression is such a tragic disease that can spoil entire families. Dont let the questions creep in your mind too much...it has been my experience that unless you have delt with severe depression first hand that you just cant "get it"....Sorry for the loss of your friend and the burden that is on all of you included in his last note.
I'd pray for ya but it would mean nothing to ya..
good luck on your travels..
and that parable you mentioned, if you live long enough you can see yourself in all of the main characters..
the lost son, the faithful son, the father...
good luck..
death is never easy to deal with, we all deal with it alone, or with others.. hope that helps somewhat for you..
good luck on your travels..
and that parable you mentioned, if you live long enough you can see yourself in all of the main characters..
the lost son, the faithful son, the father...
good luck..
death is never easy to deal with, we all deal with it alone, or with others.. hope that helps somewhat for you..
