never thought i would see my name in a

[CoBra666]

suicide note..

one of my closest family members killed himself last night. had great life. good job, all the toys, hot wife, actually a good wife too. was always enjoying life and doing fun things, never seen him angry or upset for as long as i could remember. was never too serious about anything, cant even remember the last time he had a problem other than i wrecked is egg beaters making hash, or i lost his remote control, or i borrowed his jacket and wrecked it, or the stain on the carpet smells like bong water,etc..

def never thought i would see my name in a suicide note, i was always the prodigal son, havent been home in almost a decade... guess it is time..

whats worse is this is the best place i have to share stuff and im not even friends with any of you. im sure most of you ignore my blatant stupidity anyways, anywho ill be back in a few days

but i do want to say one thing before i go.... earthrider... fuck you!

 

[-SD-]

what the fuck bor, sorry to hear all that

 

[cindylou]

I'm sorry Cobra

 

[PICK3]

wut did the note say?

 

[nangiggles]

Sorry to hear bro

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[lartinos]

We are your e-friends man, that counts for something.
Sorry to hear about your friend.

 

[nimbus]

sorry for your loss

im sure he loved you a lot, even though you're retarded and fuck stuff up like a white urkel

 

[EnderJE]

Sorry to hear, orb.

 

[brownbrown]

wut did the note say?

+1

 

[mrplunkey]

I'm sorry to hear that.

 

[dew925]

Sorry for your loss brother


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[EarthRider]

sorry to hear about your loss bro

will pray for you

 

[zwhit]

That sucks. Sorry for you loss

 

[shirlene29]

Im incredibly sorry. what a mindfucking...I couldnt imagine that.

I can relate to not knowing where else to vent this sort of stuff...because there isn't a pc place to talk about it and not feeling comfortable talking to anyone in RL.

 

[smurf2]

my condolences.

 

[sterolizer]

Shitty times bro, my condolences

 

[pdaddyII]

How did they do it?

 

[canadianhitman]

Sorry to hear you lost a friend.

 

[caligirl85]

So sorry to hear Cobra.

 

[digimon7068]

wut did the note say?

this ^^^

and, wow! that sucks...sorry, dude

 

[the.gladiator1987]

sorry bud

 

[CoBra666]

Thanks guys and girls!

I was told he 'took his sleeping pills' so i dont know if that meant he took a 100 sleeping pills, or if there is some kind of suicide pill you can buy and it was politely referred to as sleeping pill. He was found on the couch legs crossed, fingers interlocked, by his wife when she came home from work. I did not get to read the entire note. His wife gave the piece that was meant for that person, to that person. Mine said that he had been secretly dealing with severe bots of depression and he felt like he was starting to fall apart at the seams and all his issues were starting to flow into others parts of his life, mostly his relationships with those around him and he couldnt bare to watch anyone else deal with what he has had to. He loved me very much and that this is for the best.

I was shocked and wanted to find out as much details for myself as I could, but kind of didnt feel it was the appropriate to bother everyone with my questions mid funeral. guess ill have to wait to know what he was so depressed about. he had a really great life it seemed.

 

[jnevin]

Sorry man.

 

[lander2312]

He probably did have a good life, but he was sick and couldnt see it that way. Depression is such a tragic disease that can spoil entire families. Dont let the questions creep in your mind too much...it has been my experience that unless you have delt with severe depression first hand that you just cant "get it"....Sorry for the loss of your friend and the burden that is on all of you included in his last note.

 

[SpyWizard]

I'd pray for ya but it would mean nothing to ya..

good luck on your travels..

and that parable you mentioned, if you live long enough you can see yourself in all of the main characters..

the lost son, the faithful son, the father...

good luck..

death is never easy to deal with, we all deal with it alone, or with others.. hope that helps somewhat for you..

 

[hardrock]

So sorry to hear. Suicide is such a selfish act, yet just imagine what they must have been going through to resort to that. How hopeless they must feel. Lost many friends to this. My brother as well. Chin up bro. He is at peace now.