first cycle paranoia

[youlikeadajuice?]

One more thing, your using an injectable...stop worrying about your liver (unless you're drinking too much).

I must have been misinformed... explain ??? (I don't drink alcohol btw)



What you guys are saying makes so much sense(foreign substance) etc.
Thanks alot.

 

[iamnikvanhelsing]

I used to suffer from anxiety and panick attacks a few years ago, thinkin I was gonna die every time I felt a pain etc! Well I got over all that evenyually. Then a few months ago I started my first cycle of Sust/Deca......well as soon as the stuff started working in my system I got paranoid as hell!! First few injections were done by a friend and that was scary enough, but when I did it myself I could hardly breathe and was sweating like a mutha fucker!!!

Anyway, the shit can make you pretty paranoid at first. I got really bad paranoid jealousy, not good, had some terrible thoughts and feelings about my girlfriend and what she might be up to! Absolutely rediculous now, we have an amazing relationship and always have had, but the Sust made me a little crazy.

The point is a lot of people feel quite anxious and strange at first, but it just takes some calm thoughts and reasoning in your mind to sort it out. Just relax, don't assosiate the pains, or whatever, directly to the gear and remind yourself your only giving your body more of what it produces by itself anyway, so it's not so bad really!

Stay calm and focused, we've all been there!

Good luck, and get ready to see some badass muscles!

 

[got2getripped]

I started sunday. Felt fine. But I am starting to have these thoughts that I'm going to die. (I know it sounds funny, but it seems real to me).

After back day, I thought my kidneys were going to explode. Now after chest day, I feel like my heart is going to blow. It's the soreness I usually experience, but it's accompanied by paranoia now.

How can i ease my mind?

Sounds like you got a case of the panic attacks I used to get them from every new substance I would try that I new had possible sides,because it was in my mind to expect the worst. not anymore though. What created them for me was when I was 15 I took meth one or two times and one time I took to much went to the hospital because my heart almost blew up. That night I was on the EKG with a heart rate of 220-230 for ahwile. I expected to die that night the pain was unforgettable, but thank god I didn't die.I never touched hard drugs again. But rarely I get the same feelings you described above. I was on anti depressents for ahwile as well because I turned into a hypochondriac I always thought I was gonna be sick or have a heart attack or my liver hurt or my kidneys were swollen or I was gonna have a stroke and it was all in my head. I'm normal now but it took a long time to get over the panic attacks.

 

[iamnikvanhelsing]

I think my Ecstacy overdose was scarier than anything else though! The whole left side of my body went into spasm and cramped up, I had a claw for a left hand as my fingers tried to touch my elbow! My heart was beating so hard and fast I was in terrible pain for about 8 hours as my whole body cramped every few seconds! Now I was convinced beyond any doubt I was dying of a heart attack, I was on Oxygen cos I couldn't breathe on my own, plugged into all sorts of machines, needles in my arms the lot! It was really bad!

Compare that to a bit of paranoia!