Nice story....
Once again, stop projecting on me, that's the ad hominem fallacy, and focus on yourself.
Between slick willy and Shrub
WE killed well over a million Iraqi civilians with aggressive policies and 500k of those were children, perhaps you helped them out directly or simply acquiesced, we won't know until you provide evidence of your involvement (I posted photos of me in uniform in the women in combat thread). You need to intellectually sort through your rage using reason as opposed to emotion and learn moral culpability as opposed to denying it. I've accepted full responsibility for my crimes against humanity and I will always be paying penance for my sins, not to please some supernatural deity, but because I'm trying to make the world better by educating people to not make the mistakes I made.
PS Post up pics in uniform in the women in combat thread chicken hawk...