I think I am going to inflict something horrible on myself

[Nathan]

I might try not smoking any weed at all for the next few days. The only real reason for this is so that I can actually get high again. Also, my lungs feel fucking disgusting after this past weekend. I'm seriously grossed out by myself. After bouts of too much smoking from boredom, I get seriously disgusted with myself. I have yet to go days without it - or even a day for that matter - but I am holding out hope. Obviously I need to get my hands on some other form of drug. Or I need to occupy myself. But how? Oh fuck. Help me.

 

[puddlemonkey]

Obviously I need to get my hands on some other form of drug.

Ambien + Vicodin =

 

[Cal_21]

I was where you're at 3 months ago. Stayed away from weed for 2 months, when I smoked it again it was much more enjoyable. I'm not sure what other people do to keep from smoking but I either beat my meat or did a shit load of push ups & curls until I was too tired to care about smoking haha. Good luck bro.

 

[Cal_21]

Ambien + Vicodin =

I hear such good things about Ambien on here, might have to check it out...

 

[Nathan]

I was where you're at 3 months ago. Stayed away from weed for 2 months, when I smoked it again it was much more enjoyable. I'm not sure what other people do to keep from smoking but I either beat my meat or did a shit load of push ups & curls until I was too tired to care about smoking haha. Good luck bro.

Yeah, I'm going to have to start running at night or something. Or learn breakdancing. It's just I already get made fun of for the amount I exercise so throwing more into the pot isn't going to help shit. Plus, I might waste away. Aaaarrggghhh.

 

[Cal_21]

Yeah, I'm going to have to start running at night or something. Or learn breakdancing. It's just I already get made fun of for the amount I exercise so throwing more into the pot isn't going to help shit. Plus, I might waste away. Aaaarrggghhh.

Yeah you're already jacked...I used playing guitar a few times to keep my mind off booze/drugs. It helped too, dunno if you're into music or not.

 

[Nathan]

Yeah you're already jacked...I used playing guitar a few times to keep my mind off booze/drugs. It helped too, dunno if you're into music or not.

Yeah, I tried picking up the base - I haven't played in years though and the callouses aren't there. It really hurts getting started again and I can't play for too long at a time.

 

[slat1]

I will tell you what. Hiking can be cool.
You open your lungs up. Get a good sweat going.
Then when you are at the top the view is amazing. The air feels really clean too.

 

[juiceddreadlocks]

I will tell you what. Hiking can be cool.
You open your lungs up. Get a good sweat going.
Then when you are at the top the view is amazing. The air feels really clean too.

+1 for 14'ers.

Benzo addiction is also cool, some of them help your GH levels considerably.

 

[gjohnson5]

I don't understand... Why does a guy at your age who looks like you do have self esteem problems? As the old saying goes youth is wasted on the young...

Either learn to use weed socially or for appetite. If you can't stop all together and save your money on CLA and b12 for appetite.

I'm not getting down on you because I'm the same way with beer. I could be drunk and not even know it... So I stopped drinking all together several years ago.

The horrible thing your doing to yourself is sitting there boored smoking weed and knowingly causing yourself help problems... But continuing to do it anyway. The best thing your body is telling you right now is that weed is disgusting. This will help you quit. But once you quit you need to stop entirely or atleast use weed sparingly.

I might try not smoking any weed at all for the next few days. The only real reason for this is so that I can actually get high again. Also, my lungs feel fucking disgusting after this past weekend. I'm seriously grossed out by myself. After bouts of too much smoking from boredom, I get seriously disgusted with myself. I have yet to go days without it - or even a day for that matter - but I am holding out hope. Obviously I need to get my hands on some other form of drug. Or I need to occupy myself. But how? Oh fuck. Help me.