juicedpigtails said:
i dont even know why im posting this. it is beyond messed up on many levels. im in the biggest moral dilema of my life.
i just found out my gf is pregnant. 7 weeks today(apparently happened the last time we slept together). great, right? well it would be had she not been taking something class x for pregnancy (12.5mg ed winstrol), something class c (a commonly prescribed headache medication), been staying up all night working nights, not eating well, and having a genetic link to high risk (although apparently normal until 8mo) pregnancies. she has been supposed to get on bc after her next cycle(never happened).
im in the biggest moral dilema of my life. ive always been anti abortion. totally. 100%. well now that a physician (graduated from harvard) has told us to terminate the pregancy, i dont know what to do. i cant eat, sleep, or even drink any water im so sick all the time.
an ob/gyn from around where we live said "there's no problem with females taking androgens and pregnancy", yeah okay his credibility is out the window.
shes also been taking ephedra like me to be able to stay awake and work nights and be normal college students during the day, and she runs 10miles a day a lot, has never been regular, and sometimes goes 6mo without a complete menstrual cycle.
This is a Good question for Brotha Bill! The answer is your own.
When does life begin? a comedien once said: "after the second cup of coffee!"
It all depends on which variable you choose that makes the decision.
It is the observer of the baby that determines if its alive. We can see the baby with ultrasound and it has a face. Slippery slope, partial birth abortion, Life is life no matter what, a man once wrote on a wish list: "I wish I had the son that we aborted twelve years ago"
Can you live with that? The question is of course you can, but will it bother you that it was an inconvenienve, nary passing a peach pit?
Many truths, but it is the observer that determines what is right or wrong, not the fetus, b/c he has no choice, but to be observed or destroyed dependent upon the creator.
But, in essence, you can think in reverse as well, that the infants soul chose his destiny before he came, infinite possibilities, trying to experience them all, so nothing is wrong with it, all part of the universe. But would you deny him his journey, conundrum? That is what I am saying it depends on the observer, what he feels and nothing else matters at all, or does it? That is the answer you seek, Zen with nothingness.
From nothingness, sprang everything, or did it? That is your lesson from brotha bill