Roonytunes 2006

[Roonytunes]

Mon, 5/29

Well, my Memorial weekend sucked! Today was the official end of what I thought was a promising relationship although I knew it was coming from yesterday....I'm just shocked at the abrupt end without any real explanation. You don't get introduced to someone's friends, family and co-workers who all ask you about how you feel abt moving to Florida and whether you want marriage and kids also to getting told "I don't want to date anymore".

Almost glad to go back to work just to be surrounded by people and activity now....

Scale weight: 116lbs

9:30am: HIIT outdoor cardio

Warm up – 0.5 mile jog

Pre-stretch

Art Museum Steps
3 sets of
double step run up/walk back down on toes
single step jog up/walk back down on toes
double step run up/walk back down on toes

Post-stretch

Cool down – 0.2 mile jog/0.3 mile walk

10:30am:
South Beach meal replacement bar – chocolate peanut butter
16 oz iced hazelnut coffee with 1/3 cup vanilla soy milk & 2 splendas

12:30pm:
Grilled cheese sandwich
- 2 slices Ezeikal bread
- 1.5 ounces Jarlsberg lite swiss cheese

3:30pm:
TJ’s whole wheat British muffin
1 tbsp almond butter

5:30pm
Turkey chili
- 4 oz ground turkey
- ½ cup no salt crushed tomatoes
- diced onions, celery and tri-color peppers
- ½ cup kidney beans
- curry powder, cayenne pepper and black pepper to season

7:30pm:
Spiced chicken stir fry
- 5 oz TJ carne asada chicken
- onions, peppers, celery, mushrooms, tomatoes, and bean sprouts
- curry powder & turmeric to season

10:30pm:
4 oz broiled salmon
Cucumber slices

Totals: ~1245 cals (130g carbs, 129g protein, 33g fat)
Macros: 39c/39p/22f

 

[ck2006]

Mon, 5/29

Well, my Memorial weekend sucked! Today was the official end of what I thought was a promising relationship although I knew it was coming from yesterday....I'm just shocked at the abrupt end without any real explanation. You don't get introduced to someone's friends, family and co-workers who all ask you about how you feel abt moving to Florida and whether you want marriage and kids also to getting told "I don't want to date anymore".

Almost glad to go back to work just to be surrounded by people and activity now....

I am soo sorry, what a jerk.

 

[sbt2082]

So sorry to hear about your bad day again But cheeeeer up you know only brighter things can lie ahead now

 

[mermaid]

Mon, 5/29

Well, my Memorial weekend sucked! Today was the official end of what I thought was a promising relationship although I knew it was coming from yesterday....I'm just shocked at the abrupt end without any real explanation. You don't get introduced to someone's friends, family and co-workers who all ask you about how you feel abt moving to Florida and whether you want marriage and kids also to getting told "I don't want to date anymore".

I don't think we'll ever understand them

Sorry hun. Keep shopping - you'll find the one that fits

 

[iceprincess]

I am so sorry to hear that Roony! Just remember that EVERYTHING happens for a reason and know that there is someone BETTER out there for you. You will find him

I know it is hard and can be so darn confusing... :hug:

 

[treilin]

Mon, 5/29

Well, my Memorial weekend sucked! Today was the official end of what I thought was a promising relationship although I knew it was coming from yesterday....I'm just shocked at the abrupt end without any real explanation. You don't get introduced to someone's friends, family and co-workers who all ask you about how you feel abt moving to Florida and whether you want marriage and kids also to getting told "I don't want to date anymore".

Almost glad to go back to work just to be surrounded by people and activity now....

I am soo sorry, what a jerk.

Girl... Believe me.... I know this one all to well!!! Just remember that you are number one. It's better off to find out now then spend years' with someone and find out after kids, and a marriage. Focus on you! I don't understand the whole introduction thing and then just break apart either. If I can get my mind dimmented enough and put myself in his shoes I would say, He was getting scared at the thought of settling with one girl, He has figured out he likes being a loner, single, and mingling with lots of girls, or he has his eyes on another prospect that he feels is a better match, Or a mix of all the above, or maybe his co-workers or family thought that you weren't the 'right' one, etc... etc...
You can sit here and try and figure out why.... but I have found that's it much easier to just not ask why and leave it up to fate and that it was just not meant to be. I've been told in the past 3 months by 2 different guys the following: "We would make great kids together and you are an awesome person", and the other was "I know I'll kick myself down the road and anyone would be enthralled to call you their girl, but I still haven't gotten the single side of me full-filled." So get pissed, take it to the gym, and then just keep pouring the effort into yourself and continue being who you are... not what everyone else forms you into. You are a great girl and one day you and I will both find what we are after... whatever that is ?

 

[Roonytunes]

Thanks, girls! Your words mean a LOT to me

It hasn’t been an easy day so far. I was looking forward to starting back up with my Plyo sessions, but couldn’t sleep last night. I tossed and turned and when the alarm went off this morning, I was nauseated and had a headache. I figured I was entitled to take the morning off and slept till 8am. That was probably a good move. But now I look down to find out I mistakenly wore my brown shoes with my black dress instead of my black ones….my head isn’t here entirely and while yesterday I wished I was around people, today, I wish I was still in my bed so I can cry under the covers.

I went back to read my log and saw my entry about my first trip about him on page 12. It’s funny that he went through all the trouble to win me back successfully after that. I only posted about him again here when I felt comfortable and secure two months later. I just feel so blindsided. I forgot to protect myself this time around as I normally do.

But Tre, your advice is right on the mark. I’ll never know why and right now, I have to focus on me. I’ll be throwing myself into this clean eating and working out lifestyle to keep myself occupied, but have to figure out how to incorporate my friends into it. I didn’t initially feel comfortable calling them since I haven’t been out lately, but they have been awesome with listening to me and making me feel better in the last day. I realize there has to be a way to lead a complete life with a social aspect and still be able to achieve my fitness goals.

Sorry for all the rambling! But hey, I'm going to read this entry in my journal one day in the future and think about how far I've come along since

 

[treilin]

Thanks, girls! Your words mean a LOT to me

It hasn’t been an easy day so far. I was looking forward to starting back up with my Plyo sessions, but couldn’t sleep last night. I tossed and turned and when the alarm went off this morning, I was nauseated and had a headache. I figured I was entitled to take the morning off and slept till 8am. That was probably a good move. But now I look down to find out I mistakenly wore my brown shoes with my black dress instead of my black ones….my head isn’t here entirely and while yesterday I wished I was around people, today, I wish I was still in my bed so I can cry under the covers.

I went back to read my log and saw my entry about my first trip about him on page 12. It’s funny that he went through all the trouble to win me back successfully after that. I only posted about him again here when I felt comfortable and secure two months later. I just feel so blindsided. I forgot to protect myself this time around as I normally do.

But Tre, your advice is right on the mark. I’ll never know why and right now, I have to focus on me. I’ll be throwing myself into this clean eating and working out lifestyle to keep myself occupied, but have to figure out how to incorporate my friends into it. I didn’t initially feel comfortable calling them since I haven’t been out lately, but they have been awesome with listening to me and making me feel better in the last day. I realize there has to be a way to lead a complete life with a social aspect and still be able to achieve my fitness goals.

Sorry for all the rambling! But hey, I'm going to read this entry in my journal one day in the future and think about how far I've come along since

It's all about learning what's important in life.
At least you wore two of the same shoe... I wore a black and a brown shoe one day.... We all make silly mistakes. Just smile. Even if you have to fake it... people will smile at you because I have found it hard to frown at someone smiling... It's a chain reaction!

 

[FlyBrownChick]

I can't give you any better words than you've already gotten. You're an amazing woman...let it be his loss. If nothing else, you had fun with him during the time that you were together.

@ the shoes. We have to laugh at ourselves to keep from crying. Take care of yourself, Rooney. And definitely laugh at the little things gone wrong...it helps!

 

[mermaid]

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