I think I just need sleep. I've been getting hardcore upset about things I can't control while, hypocritally, not giving my body and mind the rest it needs to function properly.
My SAT class ran over 15 minutes AND we didn't even work on a full section (1/4th) that we were sopposed to cause the guy likes to diverse about religion and shit, AND he repeats himself soo bad about things we already know, even though its a really small class (3-5 people), and we're all bright. I was about to cry, but I didn't.
Then I came home and looked up my scores online from the last practice test that we didnt get today because they got lost on the way back in the mail. I started crying because I got the same score on the essay part (6 out of 12) that I did last time, and in the mail was sopposed to come the first-time explanation of the essay that we wrote, and I really wanted to see it to find out if they thought I went off topic or not. Obviously I did, because it was a good essay but I guess I had the topic confused.
---and because of this, I started crying lol.
Then I came on here, and saw that someone started a thread about me, I have yet to read the comments on it I bet i'm in for some sort of treat, went downstairs to do really weird boxing stuff and on the tredmill to get rid of my aggression...I feel so much better! Then, I meditated to Titanic music! yay!
So, now all I have to do is read these comments and go to bed!
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