That was the toughest part for me, because at every fucking turn she tried to not only stick the knife in me but twist it too...
I could have drove a stake through her heart very easily, and it took everything I could muster to not do so...
I wonder if her behavior has been so that she doesn't have to have the responsibility of our child. I just can see why she kept pushing me, it was like she was begging me to take her away. It's a distinct possibility. We'll find out, if she fails her drug tests - it's all over for her. The judge said he won't tolerate it anymore, despite what I might have to say.