calveless wonder
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Big Rick Rock said:Dude, I have been having a pretty shitty day for the past 6 months...
I went to counseling with the Ex for 14 months and nothing really improved... It was the last couple of months of being together and the separation now thats had me bummed the fuck out...
I use to love my life and woke up happy everyday... I don't care about anything anymore... This past week I thought I was going to get run over by a car and I just closed my eyes...
-BRR
You definetely need help bro........i would see someone professional. That type of personal trauma in itself can either create depression or at least aggravate a pre-existing condition. Personally, i've been on anti depression meds since i was a teenager...i've always been prone to it, but i stopped taking the prescription drugs years ago. I take SAM-E (400 mg's) a day....my psychiatrist actually recommended it to me because of the sides i used to get from the other meds. It's awesome for the depression with no sides...although i wish it could help better with the repetitive/intrusive thoughts and OCD, especially since i have a mild case of post traumatic stress right now. Sam-E is used widely in europe as a prescription drug....but it's OTC here (for anyone taking it, make sure it's a legit brand....I.E. Nature Made)
Anything affecting relationships or children will always bring you into a depression....meds will help, but i don't believe they're the only answer.Often americans are too dependent alone on a pill to cure everything.
Cognitive therapy (controlling/managing your emotions, and thoughts) go a long way. I jut found out my girlfriend of 4 years had another boyfriend behind my back for 6 months while she was away...she basically used me for money and support after i gave her my entire life and carried her through her worst times. If you don't feel bad about stuff like that, you're not human...but because of what i learned in therapy over the years i'm able to manage and cope with alot of the pain i experience and lead a relatively normal life since it happened.
point is, get help....change your way of thinking (sometimes we program our brains in a completely wrong way), maybe get a script...and take it day by day.