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lolololol i like george clooney. the women like that *empty* look in his eyes.
they intuitively know he'll confirm their low self worth.
btw BM, you mean MMPI. ( minnesota multi phasic personality inventory )
remember that narcissism is a personality style and it runs along a continuum.
healthy narcissism is essential for self preservation and it is a necessary
component of assertion, success and drive. on the other end of the spectrum
is malignant narcissism, this is commonly referred to as narcissistic
personality disorder. folks with NPD are stuck in an infantile developmental
stage. these types are completely self absorbed and do not have the ability
to love. like the psychopath, they're devoid of empathy. really about the
only thing that distinguishes the narcissist from the psychopath is impulsively.
the psychopath is far more impulsive than the NPD.
i doubt seriously that you are NPD lol. you may have some traits, but i can't
believe that you are NPD. i have spotted a few full blown examples on ef.
one of them is someone you brought to my attention in a pm.
Nah I ain't gots no disorder er nuthin...
'cept maybe that lazy eye that I needa lasso evr now and agin so that I can focus on the task at hand. Or is it maybe that I habitually bite off more than I can chew to the point of having large food particulates fall from the gaping, slobbering orifice that many call a mouth? 
My psych evals were pretty much on. The results of the raw data though were sorta funny and totally missed the boat. That is why a COMPETENT professional to assemble and interpret ALL of the data are crucial to giving a proper and accurate assessment.
My 3 strongest character traits are:
1. I LOVE attention... always have, always will. Funny though as I have matured I have learned ways of gleaning positive attention and finding still other ways to continue that momentum by turning that around and giving it to others without feeling "used up" or "empty". My union with the Old Grump is primarily responsible for this. I always had it in me but he helped me to focus and keep it going. And when I feel like I am running on low he fills me back up... We do that for one another.
2. I do have a very HEALTHY dose of narcisism. Had I not I would have most certainly cashed in my chips a loooooooooong ass time ago. Not only do I fight daily to stay alive but I struggle to find ways to be worthy of that gift. As I said, of this I am VERY proud and will not apologize... to ANYONE.
3. I have a VERY strong need to be loved. When I was younger I floundered and tried so hard to get that "love" and "recognition" that came so easily for more attractive people. When I was a kid I used to actually bite and spit, was quite obnoxious in fact. Then as I entered puberty, of course, sexuality seemed to be the ticket. Once I kicked my oppresive/abusive ex out the door a whole new world lay before me. I was getting attetion that I'd never gotten before - very VERY strong sexual attention. But it was all based on ONE THING... SEX.. nothing more and nothing less. Left me feeling very very empty and worth even less than I had felt before. Throw all the custody drama in the mix (the one thing I felt I was ALWAYS good at came totally naturally to me - being a mother - first I yielded to protect my girls, then later was stripped of it for NO REASON, didn't matter I was blamed nonetheless) and you can just imagine how hard it was for me to continue to justify my existance.
Thanx to my narcisism and sheer stubborn as a mule mentality (no way that I was going to "let" every negative nancy *magically* be right with their bullshit profecies) I found ways to glean positive attention with my clothing ON (though dammit I still look pretty good nekkid
) aside from the fact that though I am a mother, was not allowed to be one. I wrote and illustrated books, created art work, became a media personality that proliferated positive points of view, managed and cared for many people that otherwise would not have gotten a job (and made a pretty penny in the process LOL) and now I am on the brink of launching what will be a very successful skin care and supplement line...AND I WILL GET MY GIRLS SOON!!!
... all this because I finally got MY HEAD in check and began to gravitate towards positive people and let the negative nancies get lost in THEIR NOISE.
My Old Grump, well he just helped to show me the way. I was ready to be molded, true. But he is my greatest supporter and an unbelievable mentor. We try to pass that on to as many people as we can. Sometimes our message falls on deaf ears and sometimes we are actually able to affect a body. Either way, we are a dynamic team.
I am incredibly flattered that HE has allowed himself to be positively influenced by me... makes me very proud and happy that I have finally become the kind of woman who could give such a gift to a man that "already had everything."
I am thinking there, Mr LayinBack, that Mrs LayinBack has most likely had similar feelings towards her husband. What say you, sir?
layinback
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Nah I ain't gots no disorder er nuthin...
My psych evals were pretty much on. The results of the raw data though were sorta funny and totally missed the boat. That is why a COMPETENT professional to assemble and interpret ALL of the data are crucial to giving a proper and accurate assessment.
My 3 strongest character traits are:
1. I LOVE attention... always have, always will. Funny though as I have matured I have learned ways of gleaning positive attention and finding still other ways to continue that momentum by turning that around and giving it to others without feeling "used up" or "empty". My union with the Old Grump is primarily responsible for this. I always had it in me but he helped me to focus and keep it going. And when I feel like I am running on low he fills me back up... We do that for one another.
2. I do have a very HEALTHY dose of narcisism. Had I not I would have most certainly cashed in my chips a loooooooooong ass time ago. Not only do I fight daily to stay alive but I struggle to find ways to be worthy of that gift. As I said, of this I am VERY proud and will not apologize... to ANYONE.
3. I have a VERY strong need to be loved. When I was younger I floundered and tried so hard to get that "love" and "recognition" that came so easily for more attractive people. When I was a kid I used to actually bite and spit, was quite obnoxious in fact. Then as I entered puberty, of course, sexuality seemed to be the ticket. Once I kicked my oppresive/abusive ex out the door a whole new world lay before me. I was getting attetion that I'd never gotten before - very VERY strong sexual attention. But it was all based on ONE THING... SEX.. nothing more and nothing less. Left me feeling very very empty and worth even less than I had felt before. Throw all the custody drama in the mix (the one thing I felt I was ALWAYS good at came totally naturally to me - being a mother - first I yielded to protect my girls, then later was stripped of it for NO REASON, didn't matter I was blamed nonetheless) and you can just imagine how hard it was for me to continue to justify my existance.
Thanx to my narcisism and sheer stubborn as a mule mentality (no way that I was going to "let" every negative nancy *magically* be right with their bullshit profecies) I found ways to glean positive attention with my clothing ON (though dammit I still look pretty good nekkid
AND I WILL GET MY GIRLS SOON!!!
... all this because I finally got MY HEAD in check and began to gravitate towards positive people and let the negative nancies get lost in THEIR NOISE.
My Old Grump, well he just helped to show me the way. I was ready to be molded, true. But he is my greatest supporter and an unbelievable mentor. We try to pass that on to as many people as we can. Sometimes our message falls on deaf ears and sometimes we are actually able to affect a body. Either way, we are a dynamic team.
I am incredibly flattered that HE has allowed himself to be positively influenced by me... makes me very proud and happy that I have finally become the kind of woman who could give such a gift to a man that "already had everything."
I am thinking there, Mr LayinBack, that Mrs LayinBack has most likely had similar feelings towards her husband. What say you, sir?
first off, i love your candidness and self effacing nature. you are a woman who
knows her strengths and weaknesses........that makes you a strong woman in
general. we've talked on the phone and had lots of correspondence via pm and
i know you've overcome tremendous obstacles in life. i totally respect and
like you!!!
when kathy and i met, she had no idea that i had money. i told her she was too
young for me but she was persistent lol! i was as enthralled with her as much
as she was me but i didn't let her know that.
i was living the playboy life but i was miserable. i was a single father with 2
young boys. i had a full time nanny and i tried to shield my boys from the
womanizing. ( they laugh about it now and tell me they knew everything )
i was very tired of this by the time kathy came along.
kathy saved me as much as i saved her. she comes from a VERY dysfunctional
family. she grew up in roach infested rental homes in the poor part of
birmingham. her parents are religious nuts who pushed their religion down
her throat. she was totally emotionally neglected and worst of all, she was
invalidated. she's a tall (6 ft) beauty and was considering a modeling career
to get out of her parents terrible grip.
we fell for each other hook line and sinker. we see a therapist on a weekly
basis and we've worked hard on our relationship. we have a great family.
we are all crazy but we know it!!! we have tons of material things and we
have enough money to do anything we want. most of the time we are happy
and satisfied just being together and being happy. money is no where near
the top of our list. no one speaks of their money, cars, yachts and homes
on their deathbed. the richest men talk of their family and friends. i am
thankful that i got this before the whole deathbed thing lol.
digimon7068
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yes you are bro!!! my wife's very picky but when she saw your pic on ef
she said, " he's good looking."
we aint conceited, we're convinced!
beauty is in the eye of the beholder. . .and i can't stop lookin' at myself
layinback
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my wife said that my lil 8 inch pecker paled in comparison to *ortzy's*
( i guess her pet name for you) mammoth gargantuan schlong.
she also said you are a better dancer and much much more sensitive.
wtf she's always been attracted to assholes..............
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my wife said that my lil 8 inch pecker paled in comparison to *ortzy's*
( i guess her pet name for you) mammoth gargantuan schlong.
She also said you are a better dancer and much much more sensitive.
wtf she's always been attracted to assholes..............
lmfao x 10!
digimon7068
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honestly?? i really just see an average joe when i look in the mirror. . .and if i spend more time there than the average joe it's because i'm hoping that maybe someday all my hardwork will pay off. . .hasn't happened yet. . .that's not to say that i'm unhappy (i'm actually pretty darn happy most of the time). . .i just don't see anything special. . .probably never will 
my wife said that my lil 8 inch pecker paled in comparison to *ortzy's*
( i guess her pet name for you) mammoth gargantuan schlong.
she also said you are a better dancer and much much more sensitive.
wtf she's always been attracted to assholes..............
Well than she must like em average bro
Cause that's what i'm pullin these days
Jack rabbit motion thrusting can make up for any short comings
