ex-infantry
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i'll make this as brief as possible. been on this board a good amount of time and i need my bros the most at my darkest hour. 2 years ago, my father(we were very close) started getting ill later to be determined as lung and bone cancer. i began drinking slowly(alcoholism runs in my family) and as his condition worsened my drinking became much greater(funtioning alky, always on time for work etc.)father passed away a year later. drinking continued, body turning into garbage, depressed but still functioning. 5 weeks ago, got into a roll over car wreck and have a long rod in my left humerous(arm bone) and 2 screws in my ankle... all hardware to stay. the accident was not alcohol related as i had been sober for approx. 3 weeks before it happened and had sought help... im doing much better on that front, have come to terms with alot in my life and how it all almost got ripped away from me.
doc says i'll walk again with the ankle and some regain 99.999999% of ROM with the shoulder. but im now at 230lbs probably 18-20%BF (disgusting, i know) and in about 2 weeks(next appointment with the doc) i may be able to get out of this hard cast. so far, just light ROM therapy for the shoulder 3 times a week.
BIGGEST QUESTION - i have some deca and well, i know my cholesterol and liver values may kinda high due to the 2 years of drinking beers constantly and AWEFUL diet, but was thinking of running the deca at 200-300mgs/week once physical therapy gets going full blown for my shoulder and ankle for 10-12 weeks only because of its great help its given me with my joints from past experiences.
yes or no? pros and cons?
so sorry for the long post but id really like to hear any advice,suggestions,anything to help me out... thanks all in advance for your time
doc says i'll walk again with the ankle and some regain 99.999999% of ROM with the shoulder. but im now at 230lbs probably 18-20%BF (disgusting, i know) and in about 2 weeks(next appointment with the doc) i may be able to get out of this hard cast. so far, just light ROM therapy for the shoulder 3 times a week.
BIGGEST QUESTION - i have some deca and well, i know my cholesterol and liver values may kinda high due to the 2 years of drinking beers constantly and AWEFUL diet, but was thinking of running the deca at 200-300mgs/week once physical therapy gets going full blown for my shoulder and ankle for 10-12 weeks only because of its great help its given me with my joints from past experiences.
yes or no? pros and cons?
so sorry for the long post but id really like to hear any advice,suggestions,anything to help me out... thanks all in advance for your time