Jenscats Road to Recovery Log

[*Bunny*]

http://www.fes-net.com/_lob/LOL/sounds/donotpassgo.wav

from another thread, hee hee couldn't resist

LMFAO lol I love it lol

 

[jenscats5]

*stomps foot*

I WANT A CHEAT MEAL!!!!!!

Hmpf!!

 

[*Bunny*]

*stomps foot*

I WANT A CHEAT MEAL!!!!!!

Hmpf!!

You and me both ... last two days horrendous... HORRENDOUS craving for everything on this menu *do NOT click if you don't wanna be tempted*

It's KILLING me .. I honestly wish I was sedated at times.. since I can't even work out ..

shoot me

 

[jenscats5]

You and me both ... last two days horrendous... HORRENDOUS craving for everything on this menu *do NOT click if you don't wanna be tempted*

It's KILLING me .. I honestly wish I was sedated at times.. since I can't even work out ..

shoot me

Is Papa John's around you good?? Around here it's awful..... Could go for some VT Outback Pizza tho!!

I'm trying to decide if I want to order in or go out to eat.....thinking "go out" before I stop getting paid.....'cept I'm lazy....

 

[*Bunny*]

Is Papa John's around you good?? Around here it's awful..... Could go for some VT Outback Pizza tho!!

I'm trying to decide if I want to order in or go out to eat.....thinking "go out" before I stop getting paid.....'cept I'm lazy....

Good is an understatement ... it's not EVEN funny. and Im not the type of girl that eats one slice .. lets see if I can hold it together.. or simply kill this craving & put it to bed... hopefully without aggravating the kids

 

[jenscats5]

Saturday June 3rd

Weight: 141.2

9:15am
2 Glucorell

1 Diet Pepsi

9:45am
1 cup Spoon Sized Shredded Wheat + 1 packet Splenda + 2/3 cup skim milk
6 scrambled egg whites + smidgen of ketchup
2 slices Turkey Bacon

Scrip

12:30pm
1 pretzel rod, 3 small potato chips

1:15pm
4.75oz. Hormel Pork Loin + 1 tblsp. Heinz 57
2 slices Arnold Bakery Light WW bread
1 cup homemade coleslaw

1 Breyer's Light Ice Cream Bar

1:50pm
2 Sesamax

**Water Tally: 1 (16.9oz) bottle of Lemon Flavored Water + 3 (16.9oz) bottle of water

~ 3:45pm
2 tblsp. ANPB

~ 6:00pm - I had a cheat meal!!
Went out to dinner.........
Prior to dinner: 2 Glucorell
1 Cosmo Blanco Cocktail
2 Glasses of Wine
1 piece of bread
Tuna Maki Roll appetizer
Fettucini with shrimp, clams, bell pepper, artichokes, pesto sauce
Chocolate Lava Cake dessert
Water

2 Sesamax during dinner

**Water Tally: 1 (16.9oz) bottle of Lemon Flavored Water + 3 (16.9oz) bottle of water + 1 bottle (25.3oz) of water..........Then lost track of the rest of it......(2.5 glasses during dinner & another bottle now)




****Thoughts: Needless to say I had alcohol tonite.....Now, how do I feel about that?? Talked to a friend today who was surpised about my abstinence.......Well, it went right to my head first off and I kinda sucked down the cocktail......so I made sure to really ENJOY my wine - which I did, I savored it.....Now I'll admit when I got home I craved more alcohol, but I resisted & it passed, now I just want water as I'm thirsty & full - but right now I don't feel the need for more booze.......Looking foreward to my next night out with alcohol - 6/17 the night of the OCB show - will try & hold off until then.....which I'm confident I can do.....

**Edit: Had 2 pieces of cookie dough....

 

[mermaid]

****Thoughts: Needless to say I had alcohol tonite.....Now, how do I feel about that?? Talked to a friend today who was surpised about my abstinence.......Well, it went right to my head first off and I kinda sucked down the cocktail......so I made sure to really ENJOY my wine - which I did, I savored it.....Now I'll admit when I got home I craved more alcohol, but I resisted & it passed, now I just want water as I'm thirsty & full - but right now I don't feel the need for more booze.......Looking foreward to my next night out with alcohol - 6/17 the night of the OCB show - will try & hold off until then.....which I'm confident I can do.....

You are my hero



I don't know if I can do the moderation thing

That cheat meal sounded yummy

 

[Shades McCool]

How's the leg Jenscat? Just dropping by to see my model!

 

[jenscats5]

How's the leg Jenscat? Just dropping by to see my model!

Shhhhh!! Don't tell, but I went out w/o my brace & was fine.....

Mermy - you can do it girl....we just need to stick together....

 

[sbt2082]

Hey congrats on limiting yourself to that one... that shows self control and thats GREAT Hope you had a good day too!!!