well.. iv enver done drugs ever, so i had a buddy of mine say that i can react twice as bad, and i cant go to the dr i see him wed.. and i dont know its his call and i cant fight it, my parents force me to do as he says. and told me to stop suggesting what he do. as he knows best.
i want to be a dr now, so i can tell my parents what to do. lol and no im not a pussy but i cant walk .. so when they tell me they cant help me they can severly limit what i do during a day..
im fine now had a lengthy talk with my sub conscious most fucked up experience iv ever had.