You are not alone bro, I have battled depression for years, and outside looking in you would wonder why someone like me is depressed. I have ALOT going for me in my life, unfortunately I have this void that I can't seem to fill.
I just got off all my meds too, as I felt they did more harm than good, and believe me I tried alot of them for long periods of time. Everyday is a struggle for me, and I fake my way through so nobody really sees or understands what's going through my head.