Sounds like a bunch of bullshit to me. You bending over backwards to please a hot chic. Horse shit. If you live with her and you wanna use AAS even though she has a hard-on for it then she's gonna catch you sooner or later and start blathering about media fed nonsense and ignorant opinions she has about it.
I love women and have never gotten physical or violent with one in my life. I dont believe in it. But if she talked to me the way she talked to you....threatening to leave you, i'll check up on you, ect ect... talking to you like that...just in terms of speculation for christ sake....I think I'de have to step on her throat for a while. Fuck that bullshit. Your setting yourself up for alot of trouble.
On the actual topic......get some HCgenerate.