BigCracker
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bruce410 said:pk's = painkillers aka: the fucking devil. my lord it was the hardest thing i ever did beating that addiction. cracker what were you on bro. pk's are so dangerous because so many americans are on them, ive heard up to 75%, you can walk around and pop them without anyone knowing. not that i respect him but look how long rush limbaugh went without telling anyone. luckily i have strong friends and family that helped me through it and made it possible for me to admit
I was mainlining the BB PK Du Jour aka Nubain. It's similar to Morphine. It can be taken sub q, intra-musc., or IV. It started off as a pre workout thing sub-q. It made me not feel tired and I was easily motivated to do a few extra sets per bodypart every workout. After about a yr of using 1x/day, I started taking it before bed too. Soon after that I started dieting, and sub-q'ing it right after getting out of bed just before AM cardio. About 6 months later I broke up w/ my GF of 5 yrs. That's when I started mainlining it-big difference in feeling. Instead of feeling good gradually over 20 minutes, I would feel it intensely after 30 seconds. I immediately started using it as a crutch to get through the day. This lasted 3.5 yrs until my source ran into some family troubles and left town-giving me 3 days to taper off before going cold turkey. The 72 hrs that followed was like having the flu, stomache cramps, and constipation. That wasn't the worst part though. I couldn't sleep at night more than 1-2 hrs for almost a month(smoking weed didn't help either). I was a zombie during the day and getting to the gym took a lot of effort. After I was sleeping normally again, I still missed the feeling Nubain gave me for about 3-4 months. I'd think about it a few times a day, but I eventually stopped. It's been 13 months since I took my last shot and I'm feeling like myself again. I'm finally beginning to realize just how bad it fucked my life up too. I still miss it for pre workout-but I'll never use it again. It's just not worth it.