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This blows. I found out about something I couldn't let myself forgive. But walking was harder than anything I've dealt with yet this past year. When I got home I cried so hard I got involuntarily sick. I took today off. Can't deal with people.

I know this is a mememememe thread, but I'm going to go ahead and ask that we keep the bitterness about relationships to a minimum and keep in mind that I'm hurting so badly that I can hardly find the strength to breathe. I told him a while back that no matter what happened between us, I would never regret the time spent with him. That's still true. I don't regret loving him, don't regret letting my guard down, don't regret trusting him.

But I'll be damned if it doesn't feel like someone took a poisoned knife to my gut.
 
sorry, when you feel better - I have advice, now is not the time

big hug to you (hope I don't crush you) :*
 
nefertiti said:
This blows. I found out about something I couldn't let myself forgive. But walking was harder than anything I've dealt with yet this past year. When I got home I cried so hard I got involuntarily sick. I took today off. Can't deal with people.

I know this is a mememememe thread, but I'm going to go ahead and ask that we keep the bitterness about relationships to a minimum and keep in mind that I'm hurting so badly that I can hardly find the strength to breathe. I told him a while back that no matter what happened between us, I would never regret the time spent with him. That's still true. I don't regret loving him, don't regret letting my guard down, don't regret trusting him.

But I'll be damned if it doesn't feel like someone took a poisoned knife to my gut.
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I know exactly how you feel and I understand. I've been constantly fighting with my wife and I think, ultimately this is how we'll end up. I feel your pain and your inability to hate.
 
nefertiti said:
needto, I won't get bitter. I'm not bitter now. Angry, yes, but there's a huge difference.
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FOCUS ON THE POSITIVES! you had multiple nice comments and you were immediately attracted to the negative one, does that tell you something about yourself and what you need to do.
 
MightyMouse69 said:
FOCUS ON THE POSITIVES! you had multiple nice comments and you were immediately attracted to the negative one, does that tell you something about yourself and what you need to do.
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I absorbed the positive comments...rejected the negative one. But I know what you're saying.
 
Sorry to hear that, I know you were really into this guy. But I think the fact that you respect yourself enough to walk away from something you know will make you unhappy in the long run instead of holding on to what was a good thing is great. A lot of people can't go from everything being fantastic to just cutting something loose.

May I suggest a bender? Perhaps something in a fifth of Grey Goose?
 
jnevin said:
Sorry to hear that, I know you were really into this guy. But I think the fact that you respect yourself enough to walk away from something you know will make you unhappy in the long run instead of holding on to what was a good thing is great. A lot of people can't go from everything being fantastic to just cutting something loose.

May I suggest a bender? Perhaps something in a fifth of Grey Goose?
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Thats never a good thing. I used to do it and it only got me in trouble. :worried:
 
needtogetaas said:
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Thats never a good thing. I used to do it and it only got me in trouble. :worried:
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I was kidding.

a) I've found (through very extensive reaserch, I might add) that depressants don't necessarily cure the blues.

b) Forgetting about your boolshit for a night doesn't make it go away all together. That takes years and you forget all the other little things too.
 
This really hurts...like, I feel physically ill.

Yeah, definitely not turning to the bottle (and I got that it was a joke, and one that even solicited a half smile).
 
life sucks, relationships are a part of it that can bring anyone to their knees when emotions are involved. It's always darkest before the dawn, hang in there. May I suggest that you find some close friends or family to hang around for a few days, leave the alcohol for partying, this is no time for that.

maybe you and HR could meet somewhere and swap manhater stories over ice cream...
 
Im sorry for your pain, But if you try to look at the positives, you take what you learned from this relationship and now you are free to date who ever you want. Think about what you didnt like about this relationship and try to do something different next time you decide to date and If you need some cheap.meaningless sex Im always here for you....
 
Hey Nef - you seem to have such a genuine good heart. I hate to see it hurt :( but know it can't be damaged permanently.

I hope you recover quickly!!
 
I feel for you. It sucks right now but you'll come to a point where knowing letting it go was the right thing for you.

All I can offer is :bigkiss:
 
nefertiti said:
I don't want to get specific about it at the moment...trying to deal with it a little piece at a time, you know?
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understand. u r strong. u will survive.
 
i feel for you.......i would like to know what happened too...when you are ready to share. I know most people here will tell you not to go to the bottle...but ill tell you I went to the bottle and a joint often and it did help at the time....its a temporary cure for the nights when you are feeling really down. As long as you dont rely on it all day long and every night. I relied on it for the first few weeks and it did help me many nights, now I hardly tough it, dont need to....im excepting what my life is at the moment.
I never realized how painful a relationship ending can be, i never went through one until recently and my is still in limbo.....its VERY hard. It breaks you apart from the inside out....you walk around in a fog...like an outerbody experience in a way.
 
It's a process and it's normal to be angry. It will get better day by day and you WILL find the one that you can give your heart to and will be loved and respected. Hang in there and keep the faith!


And remember... YOU ROCK!!!
 
nefertiti said:
I don't want to get specific about it at the moment...trying to deal with it a little piece at a time, you know?
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I heard he was eating your pantry snacks, and wouldn't make the bed. That shit would piss me off to!
 
nefertiti said:
This blows. I found out about something I couldn't let myself forgive. But walking was harder than anything I've dealt with yet this past year. When I got home I cried so hard I got involuntarily sick. I took today off. Can't deal with people.

I know this is a mememememe thread, but I'm going to go ahead and ask that we keep the bitterness about relationships to a minimum and keep in mind that I'm hurting so badly that I can hardly find the strength to breathe. I told him a while back that no matter what happened between us, I would never regret the time spent with him. That's still true. I don't regret loving him, don't regret letting my guard down, don't regret trusting him.

But I'll be damned if it doesn't feel like someone took a poisoned knife to my gut.
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i would never hurt you. lets go on a date and get married
 
all the whey said:
I heard he was eating your pantry snacks, and wouldn't make the bed. That shit would piss me off to!
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And he left a quarter on the floor all weekend.

( :heart: heather)
 
Seriously, I am sorry to hear. I know how much you like him and that you had a stressful year.

But, I am very proud of you to be strong enough to break up. Most are not!
 
jnevin said:
Sorry to hear that, I know you were really into this guy. But I think the fact that you respect yourself enough to walk away from something you know will make you unhappy in the long run instead of holding on to what was a good thing is great. A lot of people can't go from everything being fantastic to just cutting something loose.

May I suggest a bender? Perhaps something in a fifth of Grey Goose?
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agreed.

Nef, you're such a strong minded individual. My guess is you cope with adversity better than 99.9% of the population would. Keep your head up.
 
fistfullofsteel said:
you know, we never get the guy's side of the story
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Don't be an ass. Seriously. GTFO my thread with that attitude. I didn't give any story, I have not condemned him, and it's not even about why we broke up - even knowing there isn't a damn person here who would fault me for walking away. That's between us. I'm just sitting here bleeding from the heart, hurting so badly I made myself sick, and you're being a fucking dick.
 
nefertiti said:
Don't be an ass. Seriously. GTFO my thread with that attitude. I didn't give any story, I have not condemned him, and it's not even about why we broke up. That's between us. I'm just sitting here bleeding from the heart, hurting so abdly I made myself sick, and you're being a fucking dick.
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Yeah, props for not bashing him first.

(We will help you with that when you are ready) :evil:
 
nefertiti said:
Don't be an ass. Seriously. GTFO my thread with that attitude. I didn't give any story, I have not condemned him, and it's not even about why we broke up - even knowing there isn't a damn person here who would fault me for walking away. That's between us. I'm just sitting here bleeding from the heart, hurting so badly I made myself sick, and you're being a fucking dick.
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I offer my hugs
 
nefertiti said:
Don't be an ass. Seriously. GTFO my thread with that attitude. I didn't give any story, I have not condemned him, and it's not even about why we broke up - even knowing there isn't a damn person here who would fault me for walking away. That's between us. I'm just sitting here bleeding from the heart, hurting so badly I made myself sick, and you're being a fucking dick.
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!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
damn straight sister
 
nefertiti said:
Don't be an ass. Seriously. GTFO my thread with that attitude. I didn't give any story, I have not condemned him, and it's not even about why we broke up. That's between us. I'm just sitting here bleeding from the heart, hurting so abdly I made myself sick, and you're being a fucking dick.
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+1

Sorry to hear that hun.

I have always found that the whole massive painful heartbreak thing is where I grow the most as a person.

I always look at what I have learned, how I have grown, and what positives will come out of it.

My mantra in times like this 'IT'S ALL GOOD' (even the bits that seem really rubbish right now)
 
i'm sorry nef.

you're a beautiful, smart, sweet girl and if he didn't realize how lucky he was to be with you, someone else will.
 
nefertiti said:
Don't be an ass. Seriously. GTFO my thread with that attitude. I didn't give any story, I have not condemned him, and it's not even about why we broke up - even knowing there isn't a damn person here who would fault me for walking away. That's between us. I'm just sitting here bleeding from the heart, hurting so badly I made myself sick, and you're being a fucking dick.
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i'm not being a dick. you're the one who posted a million times with all the million things wrong with you in a relationship and it always self-destructs because the issues you have.
 
fistfullofsteel said:
you know, we never get the guy's side of the story
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Wow dude. You're really a douche.

Maybe go back to something original like living through a football team or posting news stories.
 
fistfullofsteel said:
i'm not being a dick. you're the one who posted a million times with all the million things wrong with you in a relationship and it always self-destructs because the issues you have.
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This is really not the time for this.
 
jnevin said:
Wow dude. You're really a douche.

Maybe go back to something original like living through a football team or posting news stories.
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will do, and you can make posts how the eagles will win it all, and then talk about how they suck when they don't
 
fistfullofsteel said:
i'm not being a dick. you're the one who posted a million times with all the million things wrong with you in a relationship and it always self-destructs because the issues you have.
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You must have her mixed up.

I remember giving her props for not being like that. (like a lot of girls are)

She never bad mouthed him or even wanted to share that much about her relationship.
 
fistfullofsteel said:
i'm not being a dick. you're the one who posted a million times with all the million things wrong with you in a relationship and it always self-destructs because the issues you have.
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You seriously have no idea what you're talking about. You need to back the fuck off, now.

I have never said any of that, ever. I have never once said relationships self destruct because of "issues." I never talk about why my relationships have ended in the past. You are creating bullshit to justify being a turd.
 
why do people have to make this a place where people are afraid to share how they feel because later some dipshit will drag it back up - or condemn them for sharing

i guess we can all just post about our weight and how many chicken breasts we eat per day
 
fistfullofsteel said:
will do, and you can make posts how the eagles will win it all, and then talk about how they suck when they don't
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Thank you for proving my point.
 
cindylou said:
why do people have to make this a place where people are afraid to share how they feel because later some dipshit will drag it back up - or condemn them for sharing

i guess we can all just post about our weight and how many chicken breasts we eat per day
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My breasts are more like a lactating silverback.
 
nefertiti said:
You seriously have no idea what you're talking about. You need to back the fuck off, now.

I have never said any of that, ever. I have never once said relationships self destruct because of "issues." I never talk about why my relationships have ended in the past. You are creating bullshit to justify being a turd.
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you feeling a little angry???
 
nefertiti said:
This blows. I found out about something I couldn't let myself forgive. But walking was harder than anything I've dealt with yet this past year. When I got home I cried so hard I got involuntarily sick. I took today off. Can't deal with people.

I know this is a mememememe thread, but I'm going to go ahead and ask that we keep the bitterness about relationships to a minimum and keep in mind that I'm hurting so badly that I can hardly find the strength to breathe. I told him a while back that no matter what happened between us, I would never regret the time spent with him. That's still true. I don't regret loving him, don't regret letting my guard down, don't regret trusting him.

But I'll be damned if it doesn't feel like someone took a poisoned knife to my gut.
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Props for making the hard move. Most people tend to wuss out in that situation, and hang around due to weakness rather than a desire to try to work it out.
 
nefertiti said:
This blows. I found out about something I couldn't let myself forgive. But walking was harder than anything I've dealt with yet this past year. When I got home I cried so hard I got involuntarily sick. I took today off. Can't deal with people.

I know this is a mememememe thread, but I'm going to go ahead and ask that we keep the bitterness about relationships to a minimum and keep in mind that I'm hurting so badly that I can hardly find the strength to breathe. I told him a while back that no matter what happened between us, I would never regret the time spent with him. That's still true. I don't regret loving him, don't regret letting my guard down, don't regret trusting him.

But I'll be damned if it doesn't feel like someone took a poisoned knife to my gut.
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Awwwww...I'm sorry nef.

My mom used to always say to me at moments like these, "this too, shall pass."
 
heatherrae said:
Awwwww...I'm sorry nef.

My mom used to always say to me at moments like these, "this too, shall pass."
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My dad says that a lot. I know it will....it just stinks right now.
 
nefertiti said:
My dad says that a lot. I know it will....it just stinks right now.
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yeah, i know. My bf just dumped me this week, and it STINKS.
 
heatherrae said:
yeah, i know. My bf just dumped me this week, and it STINKS.
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So does you slamming the god damn car door!!
 
heatherrae said:
yeah, i know. My bf just dumped me this week, and it STINKS.
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should'a picked the damn quarter up bish!
 
I am not bitter!!!

Sorry nef, it sucks when it happens. Surely as time passes it will get better for you!
 
So sorry to hear, Nef. But, as said, you're a beautiful, strong individual...you will find what you deserve.
 
nefertiti said:
This blows. I found out about something I couldn't let myself forgive. But walking was harder than anything I've dealt with yet this past year. When I got home I cried so hard I got involuntarily sick. I took today off. Can't deal with people.

I know this is a mememememe thread, but I'm going to go ahead and ask that we keep the bitterness about relationships to a minimum and keep in mind that I'm hurting so badly that I can hardly find the strength to breathe. I told him a while back that no matter what happened between us, I would never regret the time spent with him. That's still true. I don't regret loving him, don't regret letting my guard down, don't regret trusting him.

But I'll be damned if it doesn't feel like someone took a poisoned knife to my gut.
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the hurt will go away but for now just let it out. im sorry to hear about your break up. the grass is always greener
 
heatherrae said:
damn it, i KNOW. If I had only known I was being tested...lol.
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I usually test the girls by laying a C note on the floor.

They never leave that lay!
 
i say write it all out and press 'post'

sometimes you get gems of understanding even from total retards

anyway if i was there, id totally use the excuse to eat lots of icecream with you. id even say 'mhm!' and nod between mouthfuls like a pro lol
 
GoldenDelicious said:
i say write it all out and press 'post'

sometimes you get gems of understanding even from total retards

anyway if i was there, id totally use the excuse to eat lots of icecream with you. id even say 'mhm!' and nod between mouthfuls like a pro lol
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Damn GD but you are smoove like a baby's butt....
 
nefertiti said:
Don't be an ass. Seriously. GTFO my thread with that attitude. I didn't give any story, I have not condemned him, and it's not even about why we broke up - even knowing there isn't a damn person here who would fault me for walking away. That's between us. I'm just sitting here bleeding from the heart, hurting so badly I made myself sick, and you're being a fucking dick.
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Props and condolences to you Nefertiti. Props because you have a lot of class to share your pain with your e-freinds without pouring out dirt or condeming the guy. Most relationships that end have their good points and one can still remember them with a smile and not regret but they had to end for whatever reason. Condolences to you for your pain. You are a good person and will recover after you have time to heal.

S
 
BIKINIMOM said:
Damn GD but you are smoove like a baby's butt....
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shush, before she notices ;) :p

youll laugh, but i went to the movies tonight and this thread made me remember that i have chocolate in my pocket - LOL

(yes, im digging for it)
 
Nef, go load up your Ipod with some tunes and take a long bike-ride, don't sit around and think about it, that is my suggestion.
 
MightyMouse69 said:
Nef, go load up your Ipod with some tunes and take a long bike-ride, don't sit around and think about it, that is my suggestion.
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Good Idea to get out.

The best thing to do is to get out and do something with some friends.
 
MightyMouse69 said:
Nef, go load up your Ipod with some tunes and take a long bike-ride, don't sit around and think about it, that is my suggestion.
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just don't disappear like Chandra Leavy
 
MightyMouse69 said:
Nef, go load up your Ipod with some tunes and take a long bike-ride, don't sit around and think about it, that is my suggestion.
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I just went out and got a little sun on my balcony just now...that usually is soothing for me...I feel a little less physically ill, but it's a temporary fix.

Going out with my friends is definitely on the menu...but not tonight...I just don't have the resources to be social right now.
 
nefertiti said:
I just went out and got a little sun on my balcony just now...that usually is soothing for me...I feel a little less physically ill, but it's a temporary fix.

Going out with my friends is definitely on the menu...but not tonight...I just don't have the resources to be social right now.
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You know, I just noticed. You have 'titi' in your username.

You said 'titi'.

Giggity Giggity

r
 
all the whey said:
Good Idea to get out.

The best thing to do is to get out and do something with some friends.
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I usually do something constructive on the heels of a breakup, such as sleeping with random strangers.
 
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