ThanX alot brother!! The kind words are MUCH appreciated!! I hope to hit that 405 soon too!! This year would be plenty soon for me. Ive learned to have some patience, and Im happy aslong as I see SOME progress within one year's time. Ive learned to accept slow gains. But Ill continue to punish myself at every opportunity. My legs are now becoming a new goal for me. I never cared much about them before, and I grinded out reps on the leg press til I vomitted weekly, for years with little to show for it. My legs got extremely dense but not too big. Now Ill be trying some different things for them, including squats. When I get some nice lifts, especially the 405 on the incline or flat Ill video tape them and post them up for sure. I know what you mean brother. Reaching 200 has been rough for me as well. I did hit it on my home scale, on a pretty full stomache, but Im pretty sure that scale is off. I use a stricter doctor scale at the gym to weigh myself more accurately. Of course all scales are different. My gym closed down so Ill be using a different scale/scales for the time being. Now with the 10 mins of cardio a few times a week, I may start losing some weight. If it causes a problem Ill stop it all together. I thought it would be good to keep the heart somewhat healthy, arteries less clogged, and for a little endurance, and possible to get a little more defined. I was just as strong, if not stronger at 185-188 before my injury in december, so when I see myself hitting 192-195 after the injury, I start to wonder whats up with the weight gain. I want to be a quality 200lbs. My waist is actually smaller now and Im still between 190-195. So maybe I did gain some muscle somewhere. haha It dont think it would be hard to hit 200lbs at all, with the creatine/NO2 supplement and my old bulking diet, but Ive been trying a cleaner diet with more emphasis on protein then calories for the time being. Just to experiment. Its also cheaper, healthier and can all be prepared at home. Congrats on breaking 200!! Thats a big milestone. Let me know how the routine works out for you. Im sure it would be a pain to keep a journal with all the shit going on over there. I agree, I look back on my old journals all the time. Since Ive had all these bad situations happen to me through out the years, I can look back and see what I did to fix the problems. Such as losing 30lbs from graveshift security. Its inspirational as well as useful. ThanX for all the encouragement and keep hitting it hard!!