hey bro dont do the suicide thing u r bette than that, people say its a cowards way out i dissagree, i know for a fact i wudnt have the balls to go thru with it, so in a sense its brave, because sum one really wanting to go through with it has lost every last bit of hope, its total dispair.
personally id stay away from doctors,pills e.c.t,pills only treat the symptons
they dont address the cause,the cause is a lack of job and being overweight, no pills will get u these, thats ure own mind and willpower, only u can sort it out, every one here has good avice,
too many people say "im depressed" and get a bucketfull of pills from the doctor, get hooked and neva get beta, im not saying u aint depressed, but u may just be sad not depressed, alot of people use depressed very openly, like if there having a tough few months and say there depressed, when accually they aint.
id say get an escort, get it out ure system, alot of things can be sorted out with a big night out with ure mates,a good laugh and drink, its a gud cure,
remember u only live once make the most of it.
take it easy