Do you mean Confessions of an Unlikely Bodybuilder? I read that. Its a good book till the last chapter where he says that everything he acomplished was for nothing and completly gave up. But I did like how he was so deadacated do you remember the pics of him ? before and afters were crazy! I should do what he did and where shorts all the time. The funny thing is when I have to wear shorts like for swimming I get a lot of comments on my legs but to me they are twigs......go figure