Big thanks to those who actually gave me some good advice, esp Needto, Musclemom, Mrpumped.
Yeah I was expecting a few flames from some transphobic a*seholes...says more about their gender issues than mine

Its a shame there are alot of jerks who can't see beyond what equipment someone was born with. I wonder how they'd respond to people with some other birth anomaly or disability? I hope nobody in their family is ever born Trans.
Anyways onto the main point.
Musclemom - Thanks for helping to clarify this for people, yeah I guess it is like someone whos had cancer and is on HRT for life...never really thought of it like that before! I was wondering about my post cycle therapy.
Dallas and Stacemranger - I do my own shots now, every 10 days for life

My doc only checks my blood now every 3-6 months, so I figure if I do a cycle after my next checkup it'll have cleared my system before I see him again.
I gotta go eat and train now before work, but I'll def check out all this advice later. I just feel like I need a little help from some gear, I feel like I have to play 'catch up' a bit for all the time I spent training without having enough natural T to make me grow! Could be worse though some people have physical problems which means they can't train at all...that really would suck!
Thanks again for the good responses.