serious question about falling off the wagon

[saint808]

talk to your wife or other family about your problems? Drug rehab? Life is too special for this stuff. Get better bro.

ironic part is i am a loner... no family to speak of... literally.

 

[hardrock]

Friends? co-workers? Anyone you can talk to or spend time with to help you through this?

 

[saint808]

i'm having to go through the anonyminity of the internet... my god i swear my typing gets better when i am fucked up and faster too.

 

[hardrock]

Are you depressed? And if so do you dwell in it or try to find things to lift ya up or take your mind off it?

 

[saint808]

Are you depressed? And if so do you dwell in it or try to find things to lift ya up or take your mind off it?

i do music... and quite honestly this next album is gonna be the best work i have ever done... assuming i make it though.

 

[flexed1]

anybody who has the mind to build a body like yours, by yourself, with no team has the mind to stop. painkillers are a one way trip to hell. been there done that years ago. not worth the false high. mine was after a relationship with a valium addict and we ahd them laying around the house and before i knew it bam

 

[The Sun Devil]

ironic part is i am a loner... no family to speak of... literally.

, i got in some troulbe with booze, just public intox and they sent me to AA. ya talk about over kill. So i go to it since i have to by the court orders and i learned alot even though i just drink once and while on weekends, i learned drug and alachol programs really help. these ppl were the real deal AA's and they help each other while i was there since i had to be. do this bro, just look in the paper for drug info help, and GO

you will meet ppl with your similar problems and make some good friends,

i wish i could help more, or if you were in my area i would go with you for support

 

[saint808]

anybody who has the mind to build a body like yours, by yourself, with no team has the mind to stop. painkillers are a one way trip to hell. been there done that years ago. not worth the false high. mine was after a relationship with a valium addict and we ahd them laying around the house and before i knew it bam

i dunno man... i know the smartest thing to do is stop with the alcohol all together and start with diazapam because the half life is longer and i can take less and taper off and my body won't freak out... of course that is the smart thing to do.... and i have been known to take the harer whay through life... maybe deep inside i's just self pity... maybe it's something worse.... maybe part of me wants change and the other parts truly wants to push the envelope and see if i will die.

 

[sermon_of_mockery]

I don't see the problem.More people than you know use drugs.Hell,even my lawyer says when he and the "other lawyer" take a recess with the judge during a trial,they are'nt discussing the case,they're dicussing who's line is whos.Shit you not.

 

[saint808]

I don't see the problem.More people than you know use drugs.Hell,even my lawyer says when he and the "other lawyer" take a recess with the judge during a trial,they are'nt discussing the case,they're dicussing who's line is whos.Shit you not.

well you can guess i have done this more than once or twice... tonight i am having chest pains... interestingly enough... very well could be my new chest ruotine though just being sore.