Umm ... WHERE ????
Where EXACTLY is this?????
*goes to dig up a magnifying glass*
As you can see from my nick, I have a slightly different perspective on this. Don't be so hard on yourself!! I used to have this terribly, terribly perfectionist attitude, and all that did for me was MAKE ME QUIT when I couldn't reach some appearance related goal.
Don't go that way, whatever you do ...
My thought when seeing these pictures is, yes, you do look nice. But if I could do all the physical activities that the girl in picture number 2 can do, and still looked like picture number 1 (I don't ... I am bigger), I would be satisfied. I *have* to be, because defining how I feel about myself by how I look is what got me on the fat board in the first place.