I wish I could be proud. The media makes it like you are a complete loser if you're on juice. I've heard girls make comments like "your dick shrinks" and "the strength is fake, you just look strong but you really don't gain any strength" and "once you get off you turn into a fat mess and all your muscle turns into flab." Guys get jealous that they don't have your results and blame the muscle mass and definition on the juice, even though it comes down to the strict dedication in the gym and a perfect diet every damn day for months and months.
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