well i really fucked up

[awol1]

I don't know if I can lend anymore advice than already given...IMO steroids are not the answer for you, BUT to suddenly stop taking them may give your mind and body and unbearable amount of stress. It could easily be disasterous. You are not quite ready for that.

You say you have seen shrinks before but say they aren't working. Fine. I can understand that sentiment. But there are a lot of shrinks out there you haven't seen yet. Point is, many follow their own paradigm which may not jive with what you need to accomplish.

Go to another one. If you don't like him/her, move on to the next. Do not feel obligated to any one doctor. A good therapist would much rather surrender you to another before putting your health in jeopardy or do bad work.

And drugs (pharmaceutical intervention not steriods or coke) are not for everyone. I personally feel there is plenty of scientific evidence which proves they can have a dramatic effect on a person. They wouldnt be prescribed unless there wasn't.

And any good psychiatrist would change meds on you after they realize it is not working. Unfortunately it can take time to find the right "cocktail" and take a while to see results.

In any event...good luck. Try to figure things out. There are people out there that will help you.

 

[Will young]

Bro, give yourself a make over change your hair, by new cloths, change your cologne... Dont walk around with your head down hold it high, be nice but not to nice to girls, girls want a guy who is confident they want a guy who is nice to them but also one that keeps them thinking, thinking that they need you, not you need them, it will all come soon especially in school keep training and eating right, they will see

IMO the best advice here, also I risk getting flamed here but IMO you're weak bro WTF man-up, being a slave to roids aint the answer. I aint a don with the ladies either but I find my pleasures elsewhere theres more to life. Its hard but stay strong and I do hope your sort it bro it aint nice!

 

[Lupercal CATS]

Of course I remember. You think cause I'm fifty I'm feeble??? I know what insecurity is like, that's why I am saying what I am saying to you. It's the insecurity that is bring you down.

When I was twenty I set a goal for myself to own or operate my own business by the time I was twenty five. I did it when I was twenty three and it was easy and I was successful!! That's a great confedence builder. Have you set any goals in your life?? Anything at all?? I have seen so many people fail because they didn't try. Not because they couldn't do it but because they didn't try. Set a goal and make it your mission in life to attain it. DO that once and you will see what I am saying.

And this shit that "today girls want a cocky good-looking asshole to overtake them for one night, not to be a nice good guy pussy. " Is a bunch of crap from your own head. Do you think that there has been a massive change in the human animal in the last twenty five years that has somehow changed relationships between men and women??? Here's the secret, women use sex to get love! They go through the same shit you are going through, insecurity. That's why they spend so much time and money on makeup and clothes. They want to be loved and they think that the only way they can get that is by using sex. They are just as insecure as you are so they want someone that's secure in themselves not someone that's insecure as they are.

I knew a young man that worked at the shooting range I go to. He was all scared about having to take algebra. It told him how to ace it. I said everyday after lecture go to the math lab and do all the problems for the section you just studied in lecture. Not just the homework problems but all of them. If you do it right after lecture it will be fresh in your head and it will be easy. I didn't see him again for almost a year. When I say him again it was across a big parking lot. He ran full tilt up to me shouting "I did what you said and I got an A." I could tell he was not used to getting A's.

SO here is my suggestion for you. Pick a hard science class, not some liberal arts limp dick class, but something that will make you work. Everyday work on that class, and I mean everyday. Make office hours for the prof your second home. Put all of yourself into it, all of yourself. You will be amazed at what you can do.

There will be times that you are going to tell yourself you can't go it. Don't listen!! Know you can do it, see yourself doing it, believe in yourself and don't give up!!!

Very good advice.

 

[fleabag711]

awol1. Well said.

 

[eboy]

dude you gonna need 1000ml a day every day for life to catch up and do atleast 100iu of growth hormone a day or else yopur always gonna look like a pussy

 

[markshark]

youre probably right. as soon as i get it in im upping it to 850 from the 450 i was on.

 

[Bruce]

pussy is all about confidence, some of the ugliest people i know get tons of pussy and quality pussy at that. girls can smell weakness or shyness. you cant give a fuck my friend, if a girl turns you down its her loss. keep your head up, think more highly of yourself. i am personally very cocky, i do not give a shit about what people think. approach whatever girl you want, you will get turned down but you will also pull ass if you are sure of yourself. you won't win them all no one does, but quit calling yourself ugly because if you can't respect yourself no one is going to. i hope you get laid tonight bro take care

 

[Gman1]

dude they gym is not life.... its a hobbie even ronnie wouldnt kill himself if he couldnt juice, juice isnt everthing in life man... and IMO until you realize theres more to life than the gym and juice i wouldnt get back on... i love bb but i know theres more to life than looking good.. dont be so vein, be a little dementional... and FOR GOSH SAKES if you kill yourself for a few missed shots damn dude, get some help...

 

[roscogre]

markshark, first off don't even think about starting a cycle until u have everything, including PCT. 2nd, what are u insane, can't leave the house unless u have test pumping through your body??? i hope you're kidding. what u NEED is to get out of the house to clear your head. go to fucking class u warped fuck. sitting around thinking about it will not do shit except stress yourself out which is not good for muscle growth. 3rd, if u are serious, go see a psychologist. think about getting a new reliable source. don't forget what i said first though.

Easier said the done. I got one good small order from BigD Deca and Anadrol now 4 weeks later it appears he kept my money on the bigger order after calling him out on the fraud site eroids.Shouldn't have started. Now I have the night sweats bad and I guess I have to try quitting and some PCT. Just find a reliable source he says. But you can't trust anyone. Great.

 

[stevesmi]

^^^ please don't bump 8 year old threads.. especially idiotic ones like this