well i really fucked up

[Bruce]

yeah but the last thing we want to hear is that a good bro is gonna kill himself over a few shots of test. thats why we are what we are; responsble for the most part on our cycles and advice. non biased and willing to help if we feel someone is not gonna hurt themselves. just don't convey the possibility that you do damage to yourself over some testosterone

 

[Outtlaw]

What dose are you taking and what is your injection schedule like? If you're doing 2 shots a week, you're hardly in any trouble. Plus you've still got deca in your system. You could even throw in an oral for the time being. Stop over reacting.

A word of advice. AAS can accentuate depression problems. Steroids dont cause people to shoot themselves, but it can make people who are already suicidal much more likely to go through with it. If you have a problem, get off the gear and fix the problem before you run another cycle. Get on some medication if need be. These psychaitrist that are giving you pills.... TAKE THEM. They are trying to help you, so dont just disregard their diagnosis' and try to fix the problem yourself... because obviously you cant handle it.

 

[Outtlaw]

yeah bro but it aint girl problems. its a fucked up mental state from being rejected from them my whole life.

Now that I think about it, mabey we should just help you get laid. It seems like that's where you problems are stemming from.

 

[growthspurt]

im not gonna flame anybody for giving me honest opinions. sometimes this board is all i got to talk to people about shit because you guys dont really know me and u aint biased about shit.

Bro,
I spoke to you a few weks back in a thread and I thought you were unstable then. You told me you were still a Virgin and it was because of how ugly you were. Ugly or not, your self-esteem sucks! Steroids are meant to bring you to the next level physically; not to bring you out of a mental gutter.

I said it to you before and I'll say it again; you wait until those roids show their ugly side when you finnally do get a girl in the sack and you can't get it up. What do you think that is going to do to someone with a fragile mental state like yourself? Not knowing shit about the compounds your using(and I don't think you do) sets you up for scenarios like that. Time to straighten out and wake up smell the coffee man! We're all here to help, but I think you need to talk to a doctor and get a plan in life. Take care.

 

[buddha123]

Now that I think about it, mabey we should just help you get laid. It seems like that's where you problems are stemming from.

Amen Brother.... My man needs a hooker, or a sexually generous girl. Perhaps you should try a seedy bar. I've felt the need for a sexual kckstart and a nasty lil skank does the trick. BE SURE TO WEAR A RUBBER

 

[markshark]

last time i did shit with a female was 8 months ago when i spent $110 for a bj from an asian escort. before that i kissed a girl on the cheek in 6th grade.

 

[Outtlaw]

last time i did shit with a female was 8 months ago when i spent $110 for a bj from an asian escort. before that i kissed a girl on the cheek in 6th grade.

$110 for a bj??!! Dude you got ripped BIGTIME!

 

[fleabag711]

LoL. My luck hasn't been all that better. Anyway, I read the posts here and something that should be said is that people who are pre-disposed to mental problems certainly can feel suicidal and depressed when they are coming off. As some one stated earlier.. Their is a good way to convey advice and a bad way. So That being said. We can't presume to know your situation or know if you have serious issues. Anabolics put stress on the brain and users may later even develope manic states, their are psychiatrists set up for AS users specifically because of it's effect. You may have some self-esteem issues, but that can alway's be fixed. Things will get better. Get your test for now, but talk to someone like a psychologists and explain your situation like you did to these people. I had too...

 

[BigCracker]

$110 for a bj??!! Dude you got ripped BIGTIME!

Don't come to Phoenix for escorts then, for $110 you'll be lucky to get a smile and a polite hello. Streetwalker hookers are a different story-the charge $30-$40 for a bj but they might be a dude dressed like a girl.

 

[growthspurt]

Don't come to Phoenix for escorts then, for $110 you'll be lucky to get a smile and a polite hello. Streetwalker hookers are a different story-the charge $30-$40 for a bj but they might be a dude dressed like a girl.

Hey!! No discussing prices on this site! Jeeeez!