well i really fucked up

[Big_Joe]

I didn't start a cycle until I was fifty and I got laid when ever I wanted it. It's not the test that gets you laid it's the self confidence you feel on test. But guess what, that's not the test either. You feel strong from the test and that gives you confidence. The confidence comes from you not the test. Change the way you look at yourself. If you can do it on test you can do it off. And change the way you look at women. Women want a man that treats them like a person not something warm and wet that slides up and down. If you don't think of them as objects but as people, treat them nice and make them feel safe you'll get more ass then you can handle.

 

[markshark]

no offense big joe, but assuming ur over 50, do u remember what it was like when u were 23? do you remember how horny u were? do u know how horny girls are at my age? how horny guys are? today girls want a cocky good-looking asshole to overtake them for one night, not to be a nice good guy pussy. i cant afford to be a nice guy anymore.

 

[cdownie927]

Bro, give yourself a make over change your hair, by new cloths, change your cologne... Dont walk around with your head down hold it high, be nice but not to nice to girls, girls want a guy who is confident they want a guy who is nice to them but also one that keeps them thinking, thinking that they need you, not you need them, it will all come soon especially in school keep training and eating right, they will see

 

[theprofessor]

first off bro, psychiatrists are the biggest joke in the world, have you guys ever known one and seen all the medications that they take? ridduculous (sp?) ammounts of crap that just messes up your head worse. if you believe in God/Jesus, I reccomend the Bible as a good source to comfort your situation. if not and you are interested in knowing about Him, PM me and we can talk.
Getting laid wont solve your problems, you want to feel accepted and loved and i know how that feels...i had parents that didnt want me... sex is not the same thing as love. take your time and find someone that loves YOU for YOU, not you jacked on roids. i got married 5 yrs ago and now im on my first cycle ever, i was a little guy then and im still no superman, but i know that my wife loved me way before i got a little bigger and she'll love me still after i get old and small
and as far as your workouts go, its all in your head. finding a good workout parttner would definately help push you though. and if i know right, the test should still be in your system a bit and missing workouts wont help at all
Good luck and God bless

 

[exlax]

IMO I rather you be addicted to gear then spending your life all all these bullshit pharmacuticals like anti-depressants, etc. that just cover up our unhappiness, it doesn't truly make us happy on a holistic level. Hell, we don't even know the long term effects of the pharms, yet they are prescribed like candy.

I say do whatever makes you happy bro as long as you're not hurting anyone else, just know the consequences of your actions and be ready to accept them when/if they happens.

 

[used2juice]

Am I the only one who thinks this thread is rediculous?

Take offense if necessary, but this is not a psych ward, this is a bbing forum. Infact this PARTICULAR forum is for discussions on AAS, not for discussions on why pitiful people can't get laid and why it's okay to stay on year round if it'll make him feel better. If I came on here saying I'm depressed and only snorting a ball of coke everynight gets me through it, would you guys really tell me that it's okay for now?

Is this really the kind of person we want to bring into our community? Anyone feel free to take him on as a private mission if you will, but I don't think this forum or board should be here to cater to his psychological shortcomings.

 

[BigCracker]

Am I the only one who thinks this thread is rediculous?

Take offense if necessary, but this is not a psych ward, this is a bbing forum. Infact this PARTICULAR forum is for discussions on AAS, not for discussions on why pitiful people can't get laid and why it's okay to stay on year round if it'll make him feel better. If I came on here saying I'm depressed and only snorting a ball of coke everynight gets me through it, would you guys really tell me that it's okay for now?

Is this really the kind of person we want to bring into our community? Anyone feel free to take him on as a private mission if you will, but I don't think this forum or board should be here to cater to his psychological shortcomings.

I would.

I've said this before and now I'm saying it again. RX Drugs, recreational drugs, alcohol, tobacco, caffeine, sex, porn, food, gambling, shopping, the internet, video games, shopping, religion-it's all dope to somebody out there. Anyone that overindulges in any of these things to the point where it effects their life, health, or emotional well being, in a negative way is an addict-and shouldn't be pointing their fingers. Just because some of these things are more socially acceptable to some people than others doesn't make their use/abuse any better or worse. As individuals we all have our quirks. One man's meat is another man's poison. Some guys use roids, others smoke crack. One's abilities to manage these things responsibly is the only thing that set's one apart from the rest.

This thread poster puts his pants on one leg at a time just like every other guy here. Granted, he needs to pull it the fuck together, but slamming him isn't what he needs. He needs a better source or a relocation to Mexico. If that doesn't help him, I doubt anything will. I just hope he realizes this.

 

[Steve The Bluesman]

First of all, missing three shots of sust is not going to make you shrivel up, esp when still on deca. Many bros do deca alone and grow plenty. Get your gear, and start the test right back up.

The bigger issue though is this connection you have of being on and being attractive and confident. That is not the way it works. You have to examine honestly why you are on gear in the first place. Everyone has different reasons (for me it was to increase my game) but I also enjoy the other benefits - high libido, confidence, feeling of well being...but when I am not on gear, I really don't have problems with libido, confidence, or genreally feeling good. In other words, I do not use it as a crutch - or as someone else said, a recreational drug that is abused for the wrong reasons.

If you are on gear to try and make up for some pshychological issues that you have (I assume this is an issue, as you said you have been to shrinks who just prescribe you pills), then you have a problem, simple as that.

You need to get some help, and not from this board, either. We don't know you and there are things you may not be telling us.

Family, friends, pastor, doctor, shink...you have to talk to someone and lay it all out on the line. It will be the only way to get your head straight.

It sounds like gear for you is a band aid, and the damage you have sounds far too extensive to be fixed with a band aid.

Good luck bro,


Bluesman

 

[Demonix]

Dude the reality is getting more muscular isn't going to get you the ladies anymore than it does now.

I have slept with about 50-60 chics and I was a poor mother fucker. But I was decent looking - and skinny as fuck. Now that I am bigger and a lot more muscular, I think I scare the ladies away more than anything. Or you just get the nasty ones that want to feel your arms lol.

It is all in your head - try not to think about it. Or at least save up some more money and get laid next time and you will see its not everything in the world.

 

[Big_Joe]

no offense big joe, but assuming ur over 50, do u remember what it was like when u were 23? do you remember how horny u were? do u know how horny girls are at my age? how horny guys are? today girls want a cocky good-looking asshole to overtake them for one night, not to be a nice good guy pussy. i cant afford to be a nice guy anymore.

Of course I remember. You think cause I'm fifty I'm feeble??? I know what insecurity is like, that's why I am saying what I am saying to you. It's the insecurity that is bring you down.

When I was twenty I set a goal for myself to own or operate my own business by the time I was twenty five. I did it when I was twenty three and it was easy and I was successful!! That's a great confedence builder. Have you set any goals in your life?? Anything at all?? I have seen so many people fail because they didn't try. Not because they couldn't do it but because they didn't try. Set a goal and make it your mission in life to attain it. DO that once and you will see what I am saying.

And this shit that "today girls want a cocky good-looking asshole to overtake them for one night, not to be a nice good guy pussy. " Is a bunch of crap from your own head. Do you think that there has been a massive change in the human animal in the last twenty five years that has somehow changed relationships between men and women??? Here's the secret, women use sex to get love! They go through the same shit you are going through, insecurity. That's why they spend so much time and money on makeup and clothes. They want to be loved and they think that the only way they can get that is by using sex. They are just as insecure as you are so they want someone that's secure in themselves not someone that's insecure as they are.

I knew a young man that worked at the shooting range I go to. He was all scared about having to take algebra. It told him how to ace it. I said everyday after lecture go to the math lab and do all the problems for the section you just studied in lecture. Not just the homework problems but all of them. If you do it right after lecture it will be fresh in your head and it will be easy. I didn't see him again for almost a year. When I say him again it was across a big parking lot. He ran full tilt up to me shouting "I did what you said and I got an A." I could tell he was not used to getting A's.

SO here is my suggestion for you. Pick a hard science class, not some liberal arts limp dick class, but something that will make you work. Everyday work on that class, and I mean everyday. Make office hours for the prof your second home. Put all of yourself into it, all of yourself. You will be amazed at what you can do.

There will be times that you are going to tell yourself you can't go it. Don't listen!! Know you can do it, see yourself doing it, believe in yourself and don't give up!!!