1st of all, your bench went up 60lbs. Am I the only one who thinks this is not that bad? 2nd of all you gained 23lbs. The 4" around your gut is like they said, a lack of an anti estrogen and maybe your diet. I'm on T4, sust, and dbol currently and I'm up at least 15lbs in 18 days and I haven't gained a centimeter on my waist. I'm taking .5ml of liquid arimidex a day. From what I read you didn't even have clomid post cycle. Is this true? Because that's why you crashed. Shit, it happend to me for not taking enough clomid, so I could only imagine not taking any at all.