suicide

[guest username]

Although it sounds like you have a lot going on, if you get more depressed in the winter, you might want to invest in a sunlight replacement lamp. Seasonal affective disorder is a real entity and lamps have proven to help. However, it sounds like you have many reasons that need to be addressed. Hope you get well soon. Let us know if we can do anything to help.

 

[Mike_83]

I agree with Wodin. I had a lot of baggage in my original city. I ended college and moved out, started from scratch, new faces, new people. In a way, you are reborn.

I´v been thinking about going to college. I don´t know what I´m going to study. It is high unemployment in Sweden. I want to study something so I know that I get a job after college. I think I´m going to work somewhere for a year or two and think about what I´m going to study. I agree that I should move to another town. I´m going to move when I have find a job.

 

[Mike_83]

I know that if I was a 22 year old virgin and somewhat depressed (to the point of contemplating suicide), I'd probably just say fuck it, dial up a couple of hot escorts and fuck em both silly. This in turn would not only give you a much needed boost, but also having experienced the bliss of what a wet pussy can do for you, I guarantee you will no longer be thinking about death. After doing this then follow what everyone has said

It´s hard to find prostitutes in Sweden because it´s illegal.

 

[Mike_83]

If gyno is a significant factor limiting you from getting sex and responsible much for your low-self esteem and insecurity in self-identity then you should address that first.
Gyno can be eliminated via surgical operations and increasingly there are many alternatives to go about it. (Do a search on gyno or bitch tits you’ll find a great deal of results)

I have been to a doctor and he said that I don´t have gyno.
I think that it looks like gyno. The chest is fat and I have stiff nipples.

 

[Mike_83]

Move to another city where there is more industry and get a short term job that you can tolerate just until you have enough money to support yourself.

Regarding the gynomastia, because you can't afford surgery at this point, I would try Nolvadex @ 50MG ed for a few weeks just to see if there is any effect. At that dose you should see some improvement unless it is glandular gyno which would most likely need to be excised via surgery. If it's just excess subcutaneous fat around the nipple, there are ways to work that off.

You are not serious about committing suicide. Both you and I know that you aren't going to do it. You are just having a hard time with life right now and you need some guidance. I understand well and there are many bros on here who will offer you the help you are asking for. Keep in mind that in life there are low points as well as high points and how you respond during those times will define you as a person. Get through this and make changes in your life that reflect where you want to be, rather than where you are right now.

I'm here to help if you would like. Take care, man.





DIV

i think that Nolva is very expensive. Do you know any page that have good prices? Does Nolva have any side-effects?

 

[bluefin]

first of all get your mental note clear
suicide is just for the weak hearted
why are you running away from life
make your mind strong and get to work
it will help you
and also do some yoga and meditation which will realx your mind
thanks

 

[trying2grow101]

smoking pot helps me and i also relieve alot of stress by working out

 

[Mr. Black]

It´s hard to find prostitutes in Sweden because it´s illegal.

Head over to Amsterdam for a weekend

 

[gobalboa]

keep in there man

 

[granby140]

hit the gym and go for not so hot girls. Getting the less attractive ones builds confidence and is practice for teh good ones