should i stop my run, going through a break up

[bicepts101]

youll see bro....

but anyways i hope you start to feel better soon...i know how u feel..in 2003 i went to defend my country in south korea. i was engaged prior to leaving...she reached she loved me and could never leave me...she forgot all about that in 4 months....2 years of my life down the drain like that man..and for what?...nothing.....youll get over her and look back at all this shit and be like what the fuck was i thinking giving this much of a shit about someone that doesnt give THAT MUCH OF A SHIT about "ME". this WILL make u stronger in the future that i can garentee..take care bro and stay strong

 

[LVTitan]

.youll get over her and look back at all this shit and be like what the fuck was i thinking giving this much of a shit about someone that doesnt give THAT MUCH OF A SHIT about "ME". this WILL make u stronger in the future that i can garentee..take care bro and stay strong

good words bro. man i hate even reading about another bro going thru this shit cause i know how bad i feel. i have to take drug test for the dept of defense tomorrow, so no benzos for me, and today of all days i really needed one, it was one of the worst since this happened. i wrecked my fucking truck on the freeway last night and the bitch wouldn't even call me back when i needed a hand getting home... when i finally got a hold of her this morning told her what happened , she never even asked if i was okay.. fuck this sucks man. get a hobby FAST. good night bro, you can PM me anytime.

 

[The_Chemist]

Hows that old saying go???????

"If you truly love something let it go. If it comes back to you its yours forever." - unknown -

 

[LVTitan]

Hows that old saying go???????

"If you truly love something let it go. If it comes back to you its yours forever." - unknown -

and if it dont, it hurts like a bitch.

 

[SNlPER]

you will pull thru this in no time bro........ keep your head up.

 

[alltraps]

Hows that old saying go???????

"If you truly love something let it go. If it comes back to you its yours forever." - unknown -

i am 100% sure it wasnt true love, on her part. so she wont come back, and i dont expect her to. she needs somone that doesnt give a shit about her and treats her like shes not important to see what we had. i dont wish that upon her at all, but obviously being treated with respect, loyalty and unconditional love wasnt enough.

 

[patsfan1379]

i am 100% sure it wasnt true love, on her part. so she wont come back, and i dont expect her to. she needs somone that doesnt give a shit about her and treats her like shes not important to see what we had. i dont wish that upon her at all, but obviously being treated with respect, loyalty and unconditional love wasnt enough.

dude, you totally have your head straight. be honest with yourself as hard as it is.

you are already becoming stronger.

P.S. 130+ responses in support. That tell you anything??

 

[bw1]

what did i do wrong?

love is such fucking bullshit. its a fucking WORD, people use every fucking chance they get and it doesnt mean shit. i swear if anyone ever tells me they love me, i will laugh in their fucking face.

You didn't do anything wrong... Don't let what she did affect your future relationships. When you do get into a new relationship let it roll, don't look back at this one. Don't make the mistake of not trusting your new girl because of what this one did.

 

[LVTitan]

traps you got more important shit to worry about right now, like yourself and your training, take a month off from worrying about her, tell yourself you'll get back to thinking about your situation in one month, but for right now you've got things you got to do. when you finally do look back, if you do, it won't bother you nearly as bad.

 

[alltraps]

traps you got more important shit to worry about right now, like yourself and your training, take a month off from worrying about her, tell yourself you'll get back to thinking about your situation in one month, but for right now you've got things you got to do. when you finally do look back, if you do, it won't bother you nearly as bad.

i feel like i need to run away from here. as far as possible. but i cant. im going for a job interview this afternoon, and i dont want to fuck it up. this is my dream job. its so fucking hard to forget her for even a half hour. every conversation we;ve had lately keeps playing in my head over and over, and when im at the interview, i cant do that. i have to appear happy and energetic, which is the hard part. im not a good faker.

patsfan, i dont feel stronger at all., in fact talking with her yesterday made me the weakest i have ever been. the realization that you werent loved when you would bet your life you were, is a wake up call i am not ready for. i just do not understand how it faded like that for her. i would have bet my life that she loved me till the end. she told me she would move anywhere in the world with me, if i wanted to. how does it just fade? i have to ask, cuz i feel like i did something wrong. if i was more supportive, or gave more. but really, if we have a rough two months, and she cant even talk to me about it and goes running off, tells me that it wasnt that strong to begin with. what if we were married and things got rough, she would just leave? people never want to face the hills in life. when things are good, they are in 100%, when things go a bit off pace, they run to someone else, like they;re gonna be perfect and their savior. i give up on trying to find a good person. like someone on this thread said, life is just a series of ups and downs, the days of finding one person and staying with them for the rest of your life are OVER. no such thing. people just go from one person to the next, get bore and move on again. this new world sucks, and people like me, that have family values, morals and virtues they believe in, will never be happy and always dissapointed.