i was soooo tempted to write "damn, can you write!" and leave it at taht, but i feel that my humour would be a tad misplaced
anyway enough of this singling me out, youre making me feel like oprah
anyway, so you caved in. big deal. dont worry about it. i would re-read that convo a few times. ask yourself, what is she feeling when she says this? and this? and this?
all i saw was guilt. she just feels bad about the situation. she didnt flinch, man. she didnt reconsider her breaking up with you at all. she made up her mind and moved on ages ago. imo she wants you to get over her so that she stops feeling bad, not so that you stop feeling bad.
lestat i could type for a long time. (not as long as you lol). but i wont. you just have to accept that during her time in the relationship, she cared for you. not loved. real love doesnt just go away.
youve had all the advice youll ever need in your other thread. the situation hasnt changed. reread it a few times, reapply what was written.
if i can say, though, this girl sounds cold. she is 100% focused on herself. hell after reading your posts, pm's etc, i think you are far more capable of unconditional love than this girl. fuck man, what a cold bitch! why the hell would you want to be with a girl like that? its obvious that she has thought about this a lot, and she sounds...calculating. brrrrrrrr lestat you sound like a good bloke, find yourself a woman with hot blood in her veins who can give you something real. because mate, whatever you saw in that girl, it wasnt what you want. i know its hard to put faith in anything just now but mate, ill put money on it. whatever you had with that girl is a pale shadow of the real thing. pale as pale is pale.