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Re: Treils 2006 Competition Log
So I figure I'll post this now 'cuz brain is not working right!
I did weights, or did I???!?!?
I could not even put a sentence together. Everyone decided it was ask Tre 500 questions while she can't cognitively put any words together to form a sentence that means anything. My favorite day turned into blah.... I couldn't hardly walk I sat there staring through people, and for some odd reason colors were looking brighter and duller... Green's really stood out. I was driving along and was just going to change lanes without looking, and yelled at myself to snap out of it and turn the head. My body didn't even want to waste the energy to look in a lane before changing
I came right home and crashed for an hour. Got up mowed the lawn and watered it did some weeding = all that was my evening cardio session.
Food today was starting to get to me. Nothing really did anything for me. I was hungry when I woke up, I was hungry mid-day, and then I have this underlying feeling of wanting something, but I am ignoring it. I went into the grocery store to grab lettuce. In case I need something I will eat lettuce with vinegar. HORRIBLE idea. Food was like look at me, eat me, buy me. My ability to think straight I don't trust now 'cuz it's so wierd to describe. It's like I know I can't have something REALLY aware of that. but then it's liek the mind shuts off and my stomach takes over and is just like you know dude I'm hungry and there is that food sitting there.. then the thought that goes to the brain is "Oh well I should get that and eat that 'cuz I'm hungry" Then I have to argue with myself and say what are you thinking??? Thank God the lady in fornt of me was only buying lettuce. I really needed out of there. Then some kid started screaming and I was about running out of the store to get away from it and the sound was like following me. I don't know how I got the burst of energy but I sped walked out to my car and jumped in to stop the noise.
One more day of work this week, 9 more days of work till the competition, 8 more days of weights, and 24 more cardio sessions (as of right now).... Trying to forget about the hunger and just keep going forward in a zombie state...
I even have a friend that is letting m borrow this electrical device called a"Brain Entrainment" that is suppose dto help you fall asleep deeper and faster 'cuz it acts on brain waves and hypnosis. It's the wierdest thing!!! I'm going to listen to thunderstorms tonight and see. I used it last night it did calm me done faster but it says it takes 23 days to have the full affect. It better happen in 2!!!!
Also, received my Oxycalm and squirted that up the nose this evening. Hopefully I sleep well tonight. May not even set the alarm... We'll see what happens.
So I figure I'll post this now 'cuz brain is not working right!
I did weights, or did I???!?!?
I could not even put a sentence together. Everyone decided it was ask Tre 500 questions while she can't cognitively put any words together to form a sentence that means anything. My favorite day turned into blah.... I couldn't hardly walk I sat there staring through people, and for some odd reason colors were looking brighter and duller... Green's really stood out. I was driving along and was just going to change lanes without looking, and yelled at myself to snap out of it and turn the head. My body didn't even want to waste the energy to look in a lane before changing
I came right home and crashed for an hour. Got up mowed the lawn and watered it did some weeding = all that was my evening cardio session.
Food today was starting to get to me. Nothing really did anything for me. I was hungry when I woke up, I was hungry mid-day, and then I have this underlying feeling of wanting something, but I am ignoring it. I went into the grocery store to grab lettuce. In case I need something I will eat lettuce with vinegar. HORRIBLE idea. Food was like look at me, eat me, buy me. My ability to think straight I don't trust now 'cuz it's so wierd to describe. It's like I know I can't have something REALLY aware of that. but then it's liek the mind shuts off and my stomach takes over and is just like you know dude I'm hungry and there is that food sitting there.. then the thought that goes to the brain is "Oh well I should get that and eat that 'cuz I'm hungry" Then I have to argue with myself and say what are you thinking??? Thank God the lady in fornt of me was only buying lettuce. I really needed out of there. Then some kid started screaming and I was about running out of the store to get away from it and the sound was like following me. I don't know how I got the burst of energy but I sped walked out to my car and jumped in to stop the noise.
One more day of work this week, 9 more days of work till the competition, 8 more days of weights, and 24 more cardio sessions (as of right now).... Trying to forget about the hunger and just keep going forward in a zombie state...
I even have a friend that is letting m borrow this electrical device called a"Brain Entrainment" that is suppose dto help you fall asleep deeper and faster 'cuz it acts on brain waves and hypnosis. It's the wierdest thing!!! I'm going to listen to thunderstorms tonight and see. I used it last night it did calm me done faster but it says it takes 23 days to have the full affect. It better happen in 2!!!!
Also, received my Oxycalm and squirted that up the nose this evening. Hopefully I sleep well tonight. May not even set the alarm... We'll see what happens.
T
The Shadow
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Re: Treils 2006 Competition Log
Im tellin ya - the oxycalm is aMAZING
Im tellin ya - the oxycalm is aMAZING
Re: Treils 2006 Competition Log
JUNE 30 2006
weight 133.8
Brain = Calm
A.m. cardio = 60 min
Weights = quads/calves
p.m. cardio = 50 min
Posing = 60 min
I'm not sure but I feel really mellow this morning.
4 contributors:
A) Oxycalm
B) Brain Entrainment (Thunderstorms)
C) Shutting alarm clock off and getting up when I awoke
D) It's FRIDAY ?!?!
I have that feeling like whatever, just have no cares. Besides I'm freezing from the Yohimburn lotion right now!!
I haven't dropped any weight in the past week. Actually in the past 2 weeks I have only dropped .2 of a pound. I get body fat tested this evening. So far of that .2 drop I have dropped 2% BF. We'll see what I did this week?!?!
Well off to the tread,
HAPPY FRIDAY EVERYONE
JUNE 30 2006
weight 133.8
Brain = Calm
A.m. cardio = 60 min
Weights = quads/calves
p.m. cardio = 50 min
Posing = 60 min
I'm not sure but I feel really mellow this morning.
4 contributors:
A) Oxycalm
B) Brain Entrainment (Thunderstorms)
C) Shutting alarm clock off and getting up when I awoke
D) It's FRIDAY ?!?!
I have that feeling like whatever, just have no cares. Besides I'm freezing from the Yohimburn lotion right now!!
I haven't dropped any weight in the past week. Actually in the past 2 weeks I have only dropped .2 of a pound. I get body fat tested this evening. So far of that .2 drop I have dropped 2% BF. We'll see what I did this week?!?!
Well off to the tread,
HAPPY FRIDAY EVERYONE
iceprincess
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Re: Treils 2006 Competition Log
TGIF!!! Have a fabulous day Treil - you're doin awesome!! :hugs: I will be excited to hear how your bf% turns out tonight!!
TGIF!!! Have a fabulous day Treil - you're doin awesome!! :hugs: I will be excited to hear how your bf% turns out tonight!!
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