* Red² - T's Journey 2007 *

[treilin]

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I'm gonna have to try some of that chocolate mole sauce next time I go for mexican. I think it has some cinammon in there too.

ABSOLUTELY DISCUSTING to me. I had it when I was in New Mexico and almost hurled... Can't stand the taste of it! Bleh

 

[treilin]

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Of course I'm poppin' in to say hi and y'all are discussing CHOCOLATE!!! I'll just have to try and burn those pictures from my memory now...

Treil, I just wanted to tell you that I've started reading your log from the beginning and I'm only on January '06 so far (haha) but goodness...

I mean, seriously... I had to stop reading because I'm just so floored and astounded at the work you are doing and your progress and perseverance. Really, it's mind-boggling to me that you are just so tough. Go you!

Can't wait to finish reading the rest. Makes me sad I can't be at your comp, but what a long time comin' this is for you! You should be beaming!

Thanks so much sweetie! Glad you are taking the time out to read something I wrote... It means a lot

 

[alex2678]

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ABSOLUTELY DISCUSTING to me. I had it when I was in New Mexico and almost hurled... Can't stand the taste of it! Bleh

So are you saying you don't like it? Good to know.

I guess I'll stick with the tamales, fajitas and chile relleno.

Back to basics.

 

[treilin]

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I dunno about all of you or if it's this carb depletion... but T-Cake gave me the idea to go back and read through my log.. I'm like 7 or 8 pages in and I can't stop laughing... There's some funny shit

Especially this post from Jan 31st
"Well it's one way to have a social life.. with work and always training it takes up a wide chunk of the day! If a guy doesn't come to my house then there's just no relationship.... I mean I don't have time to go to there house... Pretty much they have to work around my priority list if they really want to get to know me. So far this guy I'm dating has hung around the past two months. We'll see how long he hangs... He actually has taken some of my advice. I wish I would have took a picture of him in December and one recent because he has gained weight and lost quite a few inches around the mid section. Definitely has body building potential. I have showed him this sight and told him this is where some of my friends hide out! Funny at first he told me he didn't want to add any more muscle on, but then he saw my screensaver man and I think the idea of not putting muscle on went right out the window if he wants to compare to my screensaver man"
To bad my screensaver is me now, h ah aha and that guy is long gone out of the picture!!

 

[superqt4u2nv]

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I dunno about all of you or if it's this carb depletion... but T-Cake gave me the idea to go back and read through my log.. I'm like 7 or 8 pages in and I can't stop laughing... There's some funny shit

Especially this post from Jan 31st
"Well it's one way to have a social life.. with work and always training it takes up a wide chunk of the day! If a guy doesn't come to my house then there's just no relationship.... I mean I don't have time to go to there house... Pretty much they have to work around my priority list if they really want to get to know me. So far this guy I'm dating has hung around the past two months. We'll see how long he hangs... He actually has taken some of my advice. I wish I would have took a picture of him in December and one recent because he has gained weight and lost quite a few inches around the mid section. Definitely has body building potential. I have showed him this sight and told him this is where some of my friends hide out! Funny at first he told me he didn't want to add any more muscle on, but then he saw my screensaver man and I think the idea of not putting muscle on went right out the window if he wants to compare to my screensaver man"
To bad my screensaver is me now, h ah aha and that guy is long gone out of the picture!!

You know you got a keeper if he sticks around with you through competition prep. I dated very little over my prep but once it was over I had a whole lot of guys from the past wanting to date me again.

 

[treilin]

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You know you got a keeper if he sticks around with you through competition prep. I dated very little over my prep but once it was over I had a whole lot of guys from the past wanting to date me again.

Uhhh fux yeah.. I'm seeing that already. I think it's HILARIOUS! I even had one of the football players from the Chicago Bear's e-mail me, No joke!
Muhaaaa
Suckers
I only will stick with a guy who sticks with me, up and down good and bad thick and thin
That sounded soooo dirty....
Off 2 the gym with me, time to kill my legs!!!

 

[jenscats5]

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FOUND IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It took me some digging but this is what I would eat after competition if I could:

http://www.elicheesecake.com/shop/pc-25-3-chocolate-peanut-butter-with-reeses.aspx

Ohhhhh_________MY______________God!!!!!!!

Now on sale for $29.70!!!!!!!!!!!! Where the EFF is my credit card!!!!!!!!

I need a moment alone now......

 

[WoNderWoMan25]

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hey there! happy 4th! enjoy ur holiday weekend! (as much as you can.....)

 

[badgergrl]

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Mmmmmmmmm

Treil, that is exactly what I'm having post show!! I don't crave pizza or the normal stuff, but chocolate is a different story!

 

[treilin]

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Ohhhhh_________MY______________God!!!!!!!

Now on sale for $29.70!!!!!!!!!!!! Where the EFF is my credit card!!!!!!!!

I need a moment alone now......

If u buy it tell me how it is... describe everything

 

[que_66]

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OMG UR looking sooooooooooo hawt !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




Did I hear the word chocolate?

 

[treilin]

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OMG UR looking sooooooooooo hawt !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




Did I hear the word chocolate?

Thanks babe, yes you heard CHOCOLATE!!!

How did court go?

 

[que_66]

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Thanks babe, yes you heard CHOCOLATE!!!

How did court go?

I want a chocolate food fit but I know it's emotionally based so I'm trying to avoid it.

Court - 2 hrs of emotional torture only to be told that the judge will review all the information and let us know what her ruling is. My neck and shoulders are so tight I feel like my head is going to pop off my shoulders soon.

Enough about me.............





14 days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! till vacation

 

[treilin]

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I want a chocolate food fit but I know it's emotionally based so I'm trying to avoid it.

Court - 2 hrs of emotional torture only to be told that the judge will review all the information and let us know what her ruling is. My neck and shoulders are so tight I feel like my head is going to pop off my shoulders soon.

Enough about me.............





14 days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! till vacation

That's right and I'm a massage therapist


Going to go watch a movie in bed... If anyone wants to chat I'll be on later this evening or you can call me on the phone if you have the digits

 

[florencia]

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That's right and I'm a massage therapist


Going to go watch a movie in bed... If anyone wants to chat I'll be on later this evening or you can call me on the phone if you have the digits

Well wouldn't that be nice to hear my voice! LOL
I would like to do just that...I think I'll be watching OLN Tour de France related...
I think it's Lance true story...or something like it.
I made my own almond butter...LOL which was more like almond powder...so I added some PAM. I ran out of the mini quart I bought in whole foods...
Thought it wouldn't keep so long. Whatever...mine seems good...sprinkled some sweet and low...
Please don't eat chocolate...Not now...

 

[treilin]

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O.k. sooo my body fat only dropped 2.5%, and .2 pounds in the past 2 weeks. I'm at 12% bf now at 133.8. My trainer is talking about more drastic measures next week diet wise.. He's overall happy with everything. Not to happy with myself on my posing I just think I could do better. My trainer says I'm very robotic like in my transitions and rigid in my arms...

Had a great leg day and cardio day. I burned 630 cals in 50 minute normally I burn 630 in 60 minutes... So if that tells ya anything.

 

[sbt2082]

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O.k. sooo my body fat only dropped 2.5%, and .2 pounds in the past week. I'm at 12% bf now at 133.8. My trainer is talking about more drastic measures next week diet wise.. He's overall happy with everything. Not to happy with myself on my posing I just think I could do better. My trainer says I'm very robotic like in my transitions and rigid in my arms...

Had a great leg day and cardio day. I burned 630 cals in 50 minute normally I burn 630 in 60 minutes... So if that tells ya anything.

Sure does!!! Tells me you ROCK

 

[treilin]

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July 1st 2006
O.k. time to kick some butt 2 weeks left!!!!
Weight 133.8
getting ready to hit that cardio 60 minutes
weights this afternoon shoulders and abs
evening cardio = 50 minutes
Felt really groggy and in a fog last night and was easily irritated with myslef.
(OHHHH and I'm sick of retyping stuff so if stuff starts coming out Gibberish, suck it up I'm done retyping anything)
as you can see by (Myself) typed wrong up above
I normally am a multi-tasker and do 3-4 things at once, I have a hard time doing one thig at once. I am also told I am more direct then ever with what I say. I think it's because it takes me so long to formulate a sentence in my head that I try to make it short so it gets to the point, I waste less energy trying to make things all fluffy, and really don't care if it comes across derogatory.
Anyway... laundry is going, chicken is cooking, have a client at noon, going to practice posing most the day, making nail appointments, and reviewing posing dvd's... I suck at that part. I will not fux all my work up with my stage presentation being robotic.

 

[sbt2082]

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[que_66]

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July 1st 2006
O.k. time to kick some butt 2 weeks left!!!!
Weight 133.8
getting ready to hit that cardio 60 minutes
weights this afternoon shoulders and abs
evening cardio = 50 minutes
Felt really groggy and in a fog last night and was easily irritated with myslef.
(OHHHH and I'm sick of retyping stuff so if stuff starts coming out Gibberish, suck it up I'm done retyping anything)
as you can see by (Myself) typed wrong up above
I normally am a multi-tasker and do 3-4 things at once, I have a hard time doing one thig at once. I am also told I am more direct then ever with what I say. I think it's because it takes me so long to formulate a sentence in my head that I try to make it short so it gets to the point, I waste less energy trying to make things all fluffy, and really don't care if it comes across derogatory.
Anyway... laundry is going, chicken is cooking, have a client at noon, going to practice posing most the day, making nail appointments, and reviewing posing dvd's... I suck at that part. I will not fux all my work up with my stage presentation being robotic.

You will be fabulous on that stage!!

 

[iceprincess]

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Have a fabulous day of posing Treil!!

Just picture all of EF sitting there SCREAMING for ya and routing you ON!!! You are going to do fabulous!!

 

[treilin]

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Thanks ladies, needed that...
I had a little talk with myself (why not I'm nuts at this stage)
I'm ready,,, I'm ready to put whatever it takes to get to where I need to be.
I don't care if it's 5 hours of cardio and no carbs.

 

[sbt2082]

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Thanks ladies, needed that...
I had a little talk with myself (why not I'm nuts at this stage)
I'm ready,,, I'm ready to put whatever it takes to get to where I need to be.
I don't care if it's 5 hours of cardio and no carbs.

And again I have to say... its because you KICK @$$

 

[scorpiogirl]

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July 1st 2006
O.k. time to kick some butt 2 weeks left!!!!
Weight 133.8
getting ready to hit that cardio 60 minutes
weights this afternoon shoulders and abs
evening cardio = 50 minutes
Felt really groggy and in a fog last night and was easily irritated with myslef.
(OHHHH and I'm sick of retyping stuff so if stuff starts coming out Gibberish, suck it up I'm done retyping anything)
as you can see by (Myself) typed wrong up above
I normally am a multi-tasker and do 3-4 things at once, I have a hard time doing one thig at once. I am also told I am more direct then ever with what I say. I think it's because it takes me so long to formulate a sentence in my head that I try to make it short so it gets to the point, I waste less energy trying to make things all fluffy, and really don't care if it comes across derogatory.
Anyway... laundry is going, chicken is cooking, have a client at noon, going to practice posing most the day, making nail appointments, and reviewing posing dvd's... I suck at that part. I will not fux all my work up with my stage presentation being robotic.

You're crackin' me up! ....and about the multi-tasking - the ex use to get SO irritated with me for that. "why can't you start ONE thing - FINISH it, and THEN move on to the next thing?" Ummmmm, don't know....just can't! I'll have something in my hand taking it from one room to another and before you know it I have my arms full of shit that I'm taking to different rooms. I know what I'm doing - don't stress yourself out trying to watch me!!! lol

Hmmmm yes, I believe that speech thing would be considered - as I call it - NOT STUDDERING!

So, 12% - DAYUM, GIRL!!!!! ROOOOCCCCKKKK ON!!!!!

 

[nelmsjer]

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I won't be "screaming", but I'll be doing .... you know... manly stuff that is sure to embarrass my wife.

 

[treilin]

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You're crackin' me up! ....and about the multi-tasking - the ex use to get SO irritated with me for that. "why can't you start ONE thing - FINISH it, and THEN move on to the next thing?" Ummmmm, don't know....just can't! I'll have something in my hand taking it from one room to another and before you know it I have my arms full of shit that I'm taking to different rooms. I know what I'm doing - don't stress yourself out trying to watch me!!! lol

Hmmmm yes, I believe that speech thing would be considered - as I call it - NOT STUDDERING!

So, 12% - DAYUM, GIRL!!!!! ROOOOCCCCKKKK ON!!!!!

That's exactly how I feel! Like I just can't do one thing mind is racing doing all sorts of stuff up there...
I guess over years' you get more accustom to the behaviors it's just really wierd going through it, well especially the first time!!
Thanks SG< I get to C Ya soon

 

[treilin]

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I won't be "screaming", but I'll be doing .... you know... manly stuff that is sure to embarrass my wife.

Yeah beating your chest , and going whoohoohooo

 

[florencia]

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Treil!
Don't speak nonesense! You just need to relax and imagine you are alone, and kinda like when you listen to a song that makes you feel ultra super sexy...well then you get that music in your ears..that feeling in your blood, feel like you are GOD¨S gift to men LOL and strut your stuff!!!
You will be amazing !

 

[florencia]

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fotos Hoy!

 

[treilin]

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Treil!
Don't speak nonesense! You just need to relax and imagine you are alone, and kinda like when you listen to a song that makes you feel ultra super sexy...well then you get that music in your ears..that feeling in your blood, feel like you are GOD¨S gift to men LOL and strut your stuff!!!
You will be amazing !

Working on your picture this evening!!

 

[*Bunny*]

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I won't be "screaming", but I'll be doing .... you know... manly stuff that is sure to embarrass my wife.

Oh stop it, you'll be spotting her doing a "Liberty" ...

"Goooooooooo Treil " ...

 

[treilin]

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Oh stop it, you'll be spotting her doing a "Liberty" ...

"Goooooooooo Treil " ...

Thanks girlie

 

[florencia]

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Thanks girlie

Take a pan and a metal spoon...That will make noise..Try it at home...

Here's an idea...I think... you will like it...

 

[treilin]

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Take a pan and a metal spoon...That will make noise..Try it at home...

Here's an idea...I think... you will like it...

I am off to p.m. cardio!!! I'll be back

O.k. here ya go... Better be happy took me awhile!!!

 

[Miss24k]

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FOUND IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It took me some digging but this is what I would eat after competition if I could:

http://www.elicheesecake.com/shop/pc-25-3-chocolate-peanut-butter-with-reeses.aspx
These were the second choices:

OMG I think I'm in heaven!!!!!!!!I want all 3 now!!!!!!! PB and chocolate my favorite combination.

Ok I'm sorry I know I shouldn't be talking food in your log, but...but you posted it!!! haha


Is that you in that pic, if so you're very pretty madame

 

[T-Cake]

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I am off to p.m. cardio!!! I'll be back

O.k. here ya go... Better be happy took me awhile!!!

STUNNING! Wow, you're so pretty! I'm so proud to just say I "know" you!!!

I won't be "screaming", but I'll be doing .... you know... manly stuff that is sure to embarrass my wife.

Too cute.

 

[*Bunny*]

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Treil .... stunning ... I want my hair back to the darker color danngit .. it is lightening by itself ... argh .. If I touch it I can't donate it when I decide to chop it ... Grrr....

You look AWESOME in that picture .. WOW ... GORGEOUS!!!

Nice work ...

I love dem redheads ...

 

[jenscats5]

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Sooooooooo are you saying you look like Barbara Eden??

Gorgeous pic!!

BTW - check out Godsmack's album "IV" it's pretty good....

 

[florencia]

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Well well well! You look marvelous,fantastic, fine, first-rate,surpassing, terrific,distinguished, excellent,attractive, best ever,peachy, praiseworthy,smashing...
I could go on and on...Even BF, said ¨Ay mira, esta mejor que la de arriba¨Oh look, she's better than the one above...
He told me to tell you you look really pretty, and it was in the sweetest tone!
I am so happy for you!
Now...LOL the suit!

 

[treilin]

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You ladies are the bestest!! Thank you all All Florencia's idea! She has been on my case about making me into Jeannie for over a week, thank her!!
Yes 24 that's me.
Bunny, if your hair is like mine.. it will darken come fall, and either way you still are Beautttiffuulll
Thanks Jens, going to check that cd out!!! Love me some God SMACKKKkkkkkkk

 

[florencia]

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You ladies are the bestest!! Thank you all All Florencia's idea! She has been on my case about making me into Jeannie for over a week, thank her!!
Yes 24 that's me.
Bunny, if your hair is like mine.. it will darken come fall, and either way you still are Beautttiffuulll
Thanks Jens, going to check that cd out!!! Love me some God SMACKKKkkkkkkk

Yo mama! I think all your hard work has paid off on the contest prep, and of course workouts and diet.BUT
Your face, your eyes, the smile has always been there! So...tough luck kidd! You were just born with it...Not maybelline!LOL

 

[sbt2082]

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Well well well gorgeous... aren't you just a little HAWTIE

 

[alex2678]

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I am off to p.m. cardio!!! I'll be back

O.k. here ya go... Better be happy took me awhile!!!

Looking great Treil.

 

[badgergrl]

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Wow Treil! You're beautiful..
That red is perfect for you!

 

[treilin]

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Yo mama! I think all your hard work has paid off on the contest prep, and of course workouts and diet.BUT
Your face, your eyes, the smile has always been there! So...tough luck kidd! You were just born with it...Not maybelline!LOL

You are the sweetest thanks babe

Well well well gorgeous... aren't you just a little HAWTIE

Thanks you girlie

Looking great Treil.

Thanks Alex

Wow Treil! You're beautiful..
That red is perfect for you!

Thanks girlie!!! Can't wait to see your pictures!!!!!!

 

[florencia]

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You are the sweetest thanks babe


Thanks you girlie


Thanks Alex


Thanks girlie!!! Can't wait to see your pictures!!!!!!

SOMEONE LET SHADOW NOW!

 

[treilin]

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SOMEONE LET SHADOW NOW!

Yep Florencia and Shadow are putting the pieces together I'm just listening... taking orders for now.... Nope you haven't led me wrong yet and I trust your opinion... Scary I know people for years and would never trust theirs.
So taht should tell you something!!! X 12

 

[*Bunny*]

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You ladies are the bestest!! Thank you all All Florencia's idea! She has been on my case about making me into Jeannie for over a week, thank her!!
Yes 24 that's me.
Bunny, if your hair is like mine.. it will darken come fall, and either way you still are Beautttiffuulll
Thanks Jens, going to check that cd out!!! Love me some God SMACKKKkkkkkkk

Suggestion: do Not listen to such types of music when you are already ready to hurt & maim someone ..



p.s. it has been lightening since, Feb., you can see it in some on my pics with my hair up ... better darken sooooooooooooooooooon grrr...

 

[mermaid]

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I am off to p.m. cardio!!! I'll be back

O.k. here ya go... Better be happy took me awhile!!!

*jaw drop*

...in a good way

 

[treilin]

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JULY 2, 2006
WOW where's my moose avatar when I need it?!
I think the more sleep I get the more Moosish I feel!
Bloated ridiculously today
135.2
O.k. I'm snapping myself down and testing... I am gonna drink 2 gallons of water today.
It is a scheduled day off....AHHHHHHH DAY OFF
Going to do some mulching and weed pulling, bathtub cleaning, dusting, and Tanning.
obviously POSING

Have a good SUNDAY

I 4-got to add my screwed up dream about an ex!
NO, no, no no sex involved.

I was eating funny enough now that I think about it.... in a white tent and there were row's of tents layed out along the desert with camels everywhere. Bunch of military people I know were there. I was eating...... *thinking* sandwich of some sort and making them for other people. Not even a good sandwich like just a turkey on Hillbilly bread. The next tent over someone told this guy to go into my tent. In walked an ex of mine which I haven't seen or talked to in 5 plus years'. I was just like,"Great..." When I saw him. So he starts being the arogant bastard type and real cocky. Well he finally leaves. Then my other ex-husband from 2.5 year's ago walks in... and announces his engagement to this girl. Wow I really think I should stop here 'cuz I think it's my head that is dimmented. O.k. why are all of my ex's in my deam??? Dream Analyzer where are you??

 

[sbt2082]

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Oh you shhhhhhhhhh with that wanting a moose avi missey
Coming by to say hi and i hope you have a GREAT day

 

[jenscats5]

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JULY 2, 2006
WOW where's my moose avatar when I need it?!
I think the more sleep I get the more Moosish I feel!Bloated ridiculously today
135.2
O.k. I'm snapping myself down and testing... I am gonna drink 2 gallons of water today.
It is a scheduled day off....AHHHHHHH DAY OFF
Going to do some mulching and weed pulling, bathtub cleaning, dusting, and Tanning.
obviously POSING

Have a good SUNDAY

 

[que_66]

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Chocolate moose...........mmmmmmmmm


T - love the pic and I must say that you're a beautiful woman!

.......and you wonder why the women are hittin on ya (*rolls eyes*)



FOR THE RECORD:
I AM STRICTLY DICKLY.
NOT A LESBIAN.
NOT BI & I DON'T SHARE MY MAN.

 

[treilin]

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Thanks Jens!!! I feel at home again,
SBT and Que
Alright off to a horse show..

 

[T-Cake]

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Moosish feeling! That cracks me up.
Love ya', Treil -- have a great day!

 

[alex2678]

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I 4-got to add my screwed up dream about an ex!
NO, no, no no sex involved.

I was eating funny enough now that I think about it.... in a white tent and there were row's of tents layed out along the desert with camels everywhere. Bunch of military people I know were there. I was eating...... *thinking* sandwich of some sort and making them for other people. Not even a good sandwich like just a turkey on Hillbilly bread. The next tent over someone told this guy to go into my tent. In walked an ex of mine which I haven't seen or talked to in 5 plus years'. I was just like,"Great..." When I saw him. So he starts being the arogant bastard type and real cocky. Well he finally leaves. Then my other ex-husband from 2.5 year's ago walks in... and announces his engagement to this girl. Wow I really think I should stop here 'cuz I think it's my head that is dimmented. O.k. why are all of my ex's in my deam??? Dream Analyzer where are you??

Dream analyzer here.

"To dream about your ex suggests that something in your current life is bringing out similar feelings to the ones you felt in the relationship with your ex. What you learned from that previous relationship may need to be applied to the present one so that you do not repeat the same mistake."

Hmm. Maybe the dieting is making you feel agitated like you did in the past?

Have a good day Treil. Water weight goes away. Don't worry.

 

[The Shadow]

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I am off to p.m. cardio!!! I'll be back

O.k. here ya go... Better be happy took me awhile!!!

thats my girl....looks FANTASTIC

 

[florencia]

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Hi Treil!
Well I am so glad you are happy with make up! Because everything else seems perfect.
About dream...similar to Alex's opinion...
It's not so much about the X'es to me...Its more about the feelings produced when you were near them...like the bread...nothing really exiting or even exotic or elegant about them it seems plain turkey on hillbilly bread.
That is an OUCH!
So maybe there is something happening or that happened yesterday, that you did not see or want to deal with now....
So denial is not a river in Egypt...LOL The Nile is.
Have some new pics...but they are setsy...sexy..
They're up...best seen in gallery on thread the're in thumbnails..

 

[treilin]

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Dream analyzer here.

"To dream about your ex suggests that something in your current life is bringing out similar feelings to the ones you felt in the relationship with your ex. What you learned from that previous relationship may need to be applied to the present one so that you do not repeat the same mistake."

Hmm. Maybe the dieting is making you feel agitated like you did in the past?

Have a good day Treil. Water weight goes away. Don't worry.

Hi Treil!
Well I am so glad you are happy with make up! Because everything else seems perfect.
About dream...similar to Alex's opinion...
It's not so much about the X'es to me...Its more about the feelings produced when you were near them...like the bread...nothing really exiting or even exotic or elegant about them it seems plain turkey on hillbilly bread.
That is an OUCH!
So maybe there is something happening or that happened yesterday, that you did not see or want to deal with now....
So denial is not a river in Egypt...LOL The Nile is.
Have some new pics...but they are setsy...sexy..

O.k.. I'm going to smash those two analysis results together....
My ex-husband was boring and dull and in the end did nothing all the way around for me. He was in his own little world. My ex-boyfriend big-time connection but always felt like I was walking on egg shells around him. He was very jealous and possessive and I was not allowed to have 'guy' friends', nor was I allowed to go out with the girls' or out period. I was 19-22 with him so I was still young and didn't know enough about how controlling he was until I broke up with him.
O.k. so the connection I draw is the boyfriend was very controlling as far as what I was 'allowed' to eat, how often I had to work-out, and I got to the point where all I would eat was one small chicken salad a day to make him happy. Maybe because my diet is so inhibiting it is bringing out what I felt back then of having no control over my food or work-out or anything, really...
As far as what I felt then and what I learned so that I can apply that now....
Hmmmm This is my decision to do this to me, it's actually a lot more tolerable under the circumstances it is under, the time-frame is only 14 weeks, where with my ex it was 3 years'. In all honesty I think the stress I'm under now (besides the not being able to concentrate) is a LOT easier to handle now. There is something else there though I just can't put it into words at the moment. Hmmmmmm Maybe it's because all these guys' are coming out of the woodwork now and think I'm the fling girl of the moment (we all know differently, RIGHT!), and that's not what I want to be looked at. So I am avoiding men like the plague because I don't want them assuming that I put all this work into myself 24/7, 365 days' of the year. I have learned that looks' come and go and it's what's inside a person that really matters. I would rather find a guy that thought I was attractive in sweats then I would all 'dolled' up. That way when I do get dressed up the guy will be shocked... where as the guy that just sees me as all dressed up expects me to look like that all the time. Unless he plans on paying for me to stay at home and just play with my hair and make-up and clothes that's not happening, I'm not that vain. I put effort into myself every day... Just right now I have to put a bit more I know this.
Wow I'm getting to deep I hope nobody really read all that, but I'm keeping it for me

 

[treilin]

Re: Treils 2006 Competition Log

O.k. now for today....
I went to that horse show right...
Well my friend's horse is a boy named Pan. Short for something he is a lipizon. Well I have never met Pan and I walked up to his stall and he stuck his mouth right in my chest, and then I kissed him on the nose and boom the horse got a hard on... My friend was laughing so hard.... I said that's it!!! So her horse likes me... she thought it was the funniest thing.

 

[florencia]

Re: Treils 2006 Competition Log

There you go GF! It's so amazing how when we listen to our dreams feelings, and we just think, we usually get nowhere...BUT if we talk about it or better yet write iy down, it all seems to come together...I usually start to cry as I am writing...I will post more of my thoughts in a while ...teenagers are hungry...Paulina 17 and Ana Sofia 16...I love the dearly!

 

[treilin]

Re: Treils 2006 Competition Log

There you go GF! It's so amazing how when we listen to our dreams feelings, and we just think, we usually get nowhere...BUT if we talk about it or better yet write iy down, it all seems to come together...I usually start to cry as I am writing...I will post more of my thoughts in a while ...teenagers are hungry...Paulina 17 and Ana Sofia 16...I love the dearly!

I still can't believe you have to two teenagers!!! You probably are a MILF to most men!

 

[sbt2082]

Re: Treils 2006 Competition Log

O.k. now for today....
I went to that horse show right...
Well my friend's horse is a boy named Pan. Short for something he is a lipizon. Well I have never met Pan and I walked up to his stall and he stuck his mouth right in my chest, and then I kissed him on the nose and boom the horse got a hard on... My friend was laughing so hard.... I said that's it!!! So her horse likes me... she thought it was the funniest thing.

NOw that is some funny $hit

(and yup, I read it all up above )

 

[florencia]

Re: Treils 2006 Competition Log

I still can't believe you have to two teenagers!!! You probably are a MILF to most men!

Mexican woman here..what is MILF...?

 

[treilin]

Re: Treils 2006 Competition Log

Mexican woman here..what is MILF...?

Check your PM

 

[Gymgurl]

Re: Treils 2006 Competition Log

My god you are talking about making horses hard LOLOLOL....you are so pretty ! and your BF has went WAY down.....way way down....looking good

 

[treilin]

Re: Treils 2006 Competition Log

My god you are talking about making horses hard LOLOLOL....you are so pretty ! and your BF has went WAY down.....way way down....looking good

I know isn't that some shit! I have a picture of him but I don't have the cord attachment for my phone it's at work or I would show you a picture of him...
Thanks G's

 

[florencia]

Re: Treils 2006 Competition Log

I know isn't that some shit! I have a picture of him but I don't have the cord attachment for my phone it's at work or I would show you a picture of him...
Thanks G's

Man oh man...and you think I'm a MILF...yeah right...Horses....also seem to think! LOL...tell Miss D...LOL

 

[treilin]

Re: Treils 2006 Competition Log

Man oh man...and you think I'm a MILF...yeah right...Horses....also seem to think! LOL...tell Miss D...LOL

Who's Miss D??
Honey I can't be a MILF, X12.... That would really be something!!!

 

[myd]

Re: Treils 2006 Competition Log

Your dreams are funny. I always run away from something or somebody messes with me. Not even a juicy bedsheet-dream.. But I had a dream about my ex Bf of 10 years ago

 

[Gymgurl]

Re: Treils 2006 Competition Log

LOLOL horse MILF....LOL

 

[florencia]

Re: Treils 2006 Competition Log

Who's Miss D??
Honey I can't be a MILF, X12.... That would really be something!!!

LOL...Miss D is his member...LOL...
And how can you tell me you are not a Horse MILF...actions speak louder than words...Ha ha ha ha
I uploaded pics of kids in my gallery...for you!

 

[treilin]

Re: Treils 2006 Competition Log

LOL...Miss D is his member...LOL...
And how can you tell me you are not a Horse MILF...actions speak louder than words...Ha ha ha ha
I uploaded pics of kids in my gallery...for you!

VERY handsome and pretty. He look slike he's already getting a mustache!!! Daughter looks just like you, beautiful!
Alright I have to go lay down and get rid of this headache!!!!
No honey I don't own a horse... He's not my son... I haven't given birth... I can't be a MILF

 

[treilin]

Re: Treils 2006 Competition Log

Your dreams are funny. I always run away from something or somebody messes with me. Not even a juicy bedsheet-dream.. But I had a dream about my ex Bf of 10 years ago

Followed that last sentence up with a smile... Hmmmm

 

[que_66]

Re: Treils 2006 Competition Log

O.k.. I'm going to smash those two analysis results together....
My ex-husband was boring and dull and in the end did nothing all the way around for me. He was in his own little world. My ex-boyfriend big-time connection but always felt like I was walking on egg shells around him. He was very jealous and possessive and I was not allowed to have 'guy' friends', nor was I allowed to go out with the girls' or out period. I was 19-22 with him so I was still young and didn't know enough about how controlling he was until I broke up with him.
O.k. so the connection I draw is the boyfriend was very controlling as far as what I was 'allowed' to eat, how often I had to work-out, and I got to the point where all I would eat was one small chicken salad a day to make him happy. Maybe because my diet is so inhibiting it is bringing out what I felt back then of having no control over my food or work-out or anything, really...
As far as what I felt then and what I learned so that I can apply that now....
Hmmmm This is my decision to do this to me, it's actually a lot more tolerable under the circumstances it is under, the time-frame is only 14 weeks, where with my ex it was 3 years'. In all honesty I think the stress I'm under now (besides the not being able to concentrate) is a LOT easier to handle now. There is something else there though I just can't put it into words at the moment. Hmmmmmm Maybe it's because all these guys' are coming out of the woodwork now and think I'm the fling girl of the moment (we all know differently, RIGHT!), and that's not what I want to be looked at. So I am avoiding men like the plague because I don't want them assuming that I put all this work into myself 24/7, 365 days' of the year. I have learned that looks' come and go and it's what's inside a person that really matters. I would rather find a guy that thought I was attractive in sweats then I would all 'dolled' up. That way when I do get dressed up the guy will be shocked... where as the guy that just sees me as all dressed up expects me to look like that all the time. Unless he plans on paying for me to stay at home and just play with my hair and make-up and clothes that's not happening, I'm not that vain. I put effort into myself every day... Just right now I have to put a bit more I know this.
Wow I'm getting to deep I hope nobody really read all that, but I'm keeping it for me

Before you were being controlled but didn't have control. Now the only control is self imposed.

The first 2 people to ask me out (to have sex) after my separation were my ex's 2 best friends. Both of whom were married.

"M" has seen me at my worst and hasn't really ever seen me dolled up. He's happy with me in my sweats w/messy hair and no makeup.
Sure he's a cutie but his mind intrigues me the most.

I read every word and for someone who's in a brain fog that ^^^ was very clear.




....btw....... @ givin the horse a woody

 

[florencia]

Re: Treils 2006 Competition Log

VERY handsome and pretty. He look slike he's already getting a mustache!!! Daughter looks just like you, beautiful!
Alright I have to go lay down and get rid of this headache!!!!
No honey I don't own a horse... He's not my son... I haven't given birth... I can't be a MILF

I know I know I was just giving you a hard time...
I should have thought better...You low carbs...Headache...only moments of sanity are small...
Hope you rest nad thanks...the daughters look alike right? Everyone thinks they are twins.

 

[florencia]

Re: Treils 2006 Competition Log

Treil!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I've got it! Music to your practice posing routine!!!
Daddy Cool by Boney M...You will smile like a fool...LOL

 

[iceprincess]

Re: Treils 2006 Competition Log

Wow you are one little hawtie!!

AND...don't start with the wacked out dreams AGAIN!! heehee

 

[mermaid]

Re: Treils 2006 Competition Log

Wet dreams, horse boners, deep thinking, MILF.

This one is all too much for me today, LOL.

Ms T

 

[nelmsjer]

Re: Treils 2006 Competition Log

Oh stop it, you'll be spotting her doing a "Liberty" ...

"Goooooooooo Treil " ...

Perfect. Nicely done. Under the radar, too... LOL!

 

[treilin]

Re: Treils 2006 Competition Log

Treil!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I've got it! Music to your practice posing routine!!!
Daddy Cool by Boney M...You will smile like a fool...LOL

I'll download that later... this should be interesting....

Que = Thank you

Nelms : Yeah Bunny has me way under control!!!

Ice : ALWAY's Whacked out dreams! I had another last night! The more sleep I get the worse!!!!

Merm : YEah, yeah... none of that talk today

 

[treilin]

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JULY 3 2006
12 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 12 weeks Down, less then 2 to go
Then I get to meet all you great people!!!
weight 133.2(drank a lot more water yesterday then usual...2 lb drop, keeping this up!)
Sleep = Went to bed with migraine. Woke up at 11:30 jumping off my bed onto the floor. Someone let off I think a firecracker last night... I was waiting for the green glow in my bedroom and calling my house Trinity 2. Definitely sounded like a bomb! Dreamt about a friend although he was irritating me really bad. It came out in his looks 'cuz I looked over and he was Huge, smelly, scraggley hair. I was like, "What the heck happened to him?" He's kinda like a second dad always' looking out for my well being but gets on my nerves sometimes.

Cardio a.m. = 60 minutes
Weights = Hams, calves, glutes
Cardio p.m.= 55 minutes

Food = Carbs got dropped again.. This should be a REAL interesting week... let's just put it that way.

Overall besides the slight headache I still have, and the ignored hunger pain in my stomach, I'm going to go hit the tread... Uploaded my new Godsmack cd to my ipod *(Thanks Jens) and gonna kill it

 

[que_66]

Re: Treils 2006 Competition Log

JULY 3 2006
12 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 12 weeks Down, less then 2 to go
Then I get to meet all you great people!!!
weight 133.2(drank a lot more water yesterday then usual...2 lb drop, keeping this up!)
Sleep = Went to bed with migraine. Woke up at 11:30 jumping off my bed onto the floor. Someone let off I think a firecracker last night... I was waiting for the green glow in my bedroom and calling my house Trinity 2. Definitely sounded like a bomb! Dreamt about a friend although he was irritating me really bad. It came out in his looks 'cuz I looked over and he was Huge, smelly, scraggley hair. I was like, "What the heck happened to him?" He's kinda like a second dad always' looking out for my well being but gets on my nerves sometimes.

Cardio a.m. = 60 minutes
Weights = Hams, calves, glutes
Cardio p.m.= 55 minutes

Food = Carbs got dropped again.. This should be a REAL interesting week... let's just put it that way.

Overall besides the slight headache I still have, and the ignored hunger pain in my stomach, I'm going to go hit the tread... Uploaded my new Godsmack cd to my ipod *(Thanks Jens) and gonna kill it

I think Nelms should do this for ya while he's there:

I need an ipod for my workouts.

Oh and I'll try not to get a woody when I meet you......

 

[iceprincess]

Re: Treils 2006 Competition Log

Hope you tear up the tread this morning and enjoy your new Godsmack!! whooaaaa

Que, you do NOT want to see Nelms dance...(I mean that out of love! ) heehee

 

[que_66]

Re: Treils 2006 Competition Log

Hope you tear up the tread this morning and enjoy your new Godsmack!! whooaaaa

Que, you do NOT want to see Nelms dance...(I mean that out of love! ) heehee

The dancing isn't for me, it's for Treil.............I can close my eyes

 

[treilin]

Re: Treils 2006 Competition Log

You two kill me!!
Que I really, really hope you can't get a woody Then again to each his own... Just not on me!
Nelms not that good of a dancer eh IP??
I did tear up that tread burnt more cals this a.m. then any other morning session thus far!!

 

[iceprincess]

Re: Treils 2006 Competition Log

The dancing isn't for me, it's for Treil.............I can close my eyes

HAAAAAAA - I am not sure if Treil will want to see it either...it may be distracting

 

[Gymgurl]

Re: Treils 2006 Competition Log

I think Nelms should do this for ya while he's there:

I need an ipod for my workouts.

Oh and I'll try not to get a woody when I meet you......

Yep we won't pop a woody when we meet ya!

 

[The Shadow]

Re: Treils 2006 Competition Log

have you gotten the oxytocin?

 

[*Bunny*]

Re: Treils 2006 Competition Log

Nelms : Yeah Bunny has me way under control!!!

 

[treilin]

Re: Treils 2006 Competition Log

have you gotten the oxytocin?

Yes I have been using it the past 3-4 nights... maybe why my dreams are back?!?! I think it messes with my sinuses though I feel all stuffed the next morning.

 

[florencia]

Re: Treils 2006 Competition Log

Yes I have been using it the past 3-4 nights... maybe why my dreams are back?!?! I think it messes with my sinuses though I feel all stuffed the next morning.

Hello!
Have a wonderful day! I am sorting alundry etc...from weekend! Had a good night sleep...could get more in...maybe in a while....I fell guilty BF working me...in bed ZZZZzzz living it up...

 

[*Bunny*]

Re: Treils 2006 Competition Log

Yes I have been using it the past 3-4 nights... maybe why my dreams are back?!?! I think it messes with my sinuses though I feel all stuffed the next morning.

This faded in about 2 weeks or so for me, I know Mr. B & Sarge had same problem $.02

Sometime I still get it

 

[treilin]

Re: Treils 2006 Competition Log

Hello!
Have a wonderful day! I am sorting alundry etc...from weekend! Had a good night sleep...could get more in...maybe in a while....I fell guilty BF working me...in bed ZZZZzzz living it up...

ha ha
How old is your BF??
Yeah I did all my laundry saturday. Not bad only one person = 2 loads that includes sheets and towels!!!

 

[treilin]

Re: Treils 2006 Competition Log

This faded in about 2 weeks or so for me, I know Mr. B & Sarge had same problem $.02

Sometime I still get it

Really!!! O.k. which part the dreams or nose stuffiness??? I had to laugh though the first time I used it I was like VANILLA??? This smells good?? After living in Virginia on the beach all I could smell was ground up conch shells (they were all over the beach)... I was like o.k. maybe a hint of vanilla... but NO.

 

[florencia]

Re: Treils 2006 Competition Log

ha ha
How old is your BF??
Yeah I did all my laundry saturday. Not bad only one person = 2 loads that includes sheets and towels!!!

He's 42 I'm 39. I had pic of us up in gallery at Ixtapa Triathlon last month did you see it?
Oh forgot... Venus by Shocking blue is good to dance to...Too! Strip joint owner..LOL

 

[jenscats5]

Re: Treils 2006 Competition Log

How'd you like the Godsmack??

 

[*Bunny*]

Re: Treils 2006 Competition Log

Really!!! O.k. which part the dreams or nose stuffiness??? I had to laugh though the first time I used it I was like VANILLA??? This smells good?? After living in Virginia on the beach all I could smell was ground up conch shells (they were all over the beach)... I was like o.k. maybe a hint of vanilla... but NO.

I honestly would not attribute YOUR dreams to the oxy (re-read your log & ref. our previous coversations) about some of the eff'd up dreams you have in general ... ya know? That was before oxy was even created on by AF


Stuffiness ... yes, yum to the vanilla ...

 

[treilin]

Re: Treils 2006 Competition Log

I honestly would not attribute YOUR dreams to the oxy (re-read your log & ref. our previous coversations) about some of the eff'd up dreams you have in general ... ya know? That was before oxy was even created on by AF


Stuffiness ... yes, yum to the vanilla ...

Nah I know I had crazy dreams before!!! I think now that I have more then 4 hours of sleep I can dream again,
Oxytocin = Stuffiness, and conch shells w/ tiny, tiny hint vanilla
Ha Ha Ha

Jens= I like the cd.... I think most songs just sound the same though... I guess that's like most bands they get their tune and they kinda stick with it. Still I think it will be better for lifting weights then running too. The beat is there!!!

Florencia = Girl I may have to wear stripper shoes on stage... that doesn't make me a stripper, I'll download that song too and listen to it!!!

 

[jenscats5]

Re: Treils 2006 Competition Log

Jens= I like the cd.... I think most songs just sound the same though... I guess that's like most bands they get their tune and they kinda stick with it. Still I think it will be better for lifting weights then running too. The beat is there!!!

I thought the same thing when I listened to it, but the beat was good.....