So I've been talking to this girl online for almost a couple years now, but I had never met her because she lived an hour away, had a boyfriend, etc. But she was always a very sweet friend and would listen to me and keep talking to me even after i shared with her some of my major faults.
Recently she had a kid (by mistake) and broke up with that boyfriend because he cheated on her. I hadnt talked to her in a few months, turns out she didnt want tell me that she'd been pregnant earlier cuz she was worried about how I'd react.
So earlier in the week I was invited to go to this little festival in her small town where people just hang outside in the streets and get drunk. I got there last night at 10 met her and a few of her friends, and let me say that she was very pretty, and very sweet just like the way she is online. We had some drinks at her place, went out to the streets and the bars and had some more, and we were both pretty hammerred.
So I have to work tomorrow and so did she, so at 3am we crash outside at her place (she lives with her parents), so we slept outside on some blankets. I hadnt made any move on her yet, and at first she was thinking about sleeping on the swing bench while i slept on the ground, but then she decided to join me. So while we were lying there I kissed her, and she kissed back and it was incredible. I've never madeout while drunk before but its a blast. We got to groping and then were using our hands to get each other off. So that was a blast and then we go to sleep, but it was really hard to sleep outside and the ground was bumpy.
I got maybe 1-2 hours of sleep and then the sun started coming up and birds were chirping. I laid awake for a bit while she slept, which sucked. But an hour or so later she woke up for a bit and I told her I had to head back. so we parted and I drove home in time for work at 8am.
It's amazing because i've never been attracted to a woman with a kid before, also ive never gotten to know someone as well online first before meeting them.
I'm afraid I'm starting to like her, which sucks because not only does she live 1 hour away but some other things happened the other night which bothered me.
She kept on checking her phone in hopes that a guy had called her back. Also she commented about this other guy at the festival that she likes and wanted to date but he wouldnt date her. She talks about this while he is standing there and he just sorta smirks, he probably knows how to play her or something.
So yeah, today I couldnt stop thinking about her while at work, and I guess tonight the festival is still going and I could go out there again if I wanted to, but I didnt sleep very well last night at all and I'm tired, and I dont know if i want to sleep outside again. At least I dont have to get up tomorrow.
Also I'm just not sure how close I want to get to this girl. Its too bad everyone dates people simultaneously and makes out with someone one night and another the next. It really eats at me, but very few girls want to exclusively date a man if she doesnt know him well enough so they just play around with a lot of guys at once instead. And I know that guys do this too, I'm just saying.
So yeah, I better check myself before I lose it and fall for her even more.
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Cliff Notes:
-I've been talking to this girl online for 2 years, she's really sweet and nice, but we didnt meet yet since she lives an hour away and had a boyfriend earlier.
-We decide we want to hangout soon, so she invited me to this festival in her town last night where people basically just walk around drunk
-We meet, she is pretty and just as nice in person, we both go and get sloshed
-We crash outside at her parents house in the yard. we sleep on the ground on a blanket and then start making out and touching each other, it was a blast!!
-I get 2 hours of sleep outside and go to work the next day and cant stop thinkin about her. But she likes another guy (she kept on checking her messages to see if he had called).
- I could hangout with her at the festival again tonight, but i'm short on sleep and not sure if i wanna sleep outside again, and not sure how close I want to get to her, cuz i dont want to get hurt.
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