all of a sudden steroids are all bathtub test, you need to research a little more
it doesn't bother me. but it obviously bothers you based on your reaction.
e-ego. says the guy who posted up a picture of his back blatently asking if it looked gay. and a video of himself deadlifting. sucks that you're strong for natty yet have the muscle maturity of a baby cow that's been chained down since birth to prevent it's tender veal from getting hard.
Big muscles to be happy? My happiness gauge is held in the smile i get before going to bed, knowing i'm making the most of my everyday life, that i started from shit with no father, no money...just a wonderful mother and even greater grandparents, who have had the pleasure of seeing their first son/grandson succeed...thus making all their sweat worth it's weight in liquid gold. My body is a constantly evolving web of short term goals that I reach with every workout, much the same to every calorie I burn at work to reach the next level...which all ties into heartening my social life and finding happiness within myself.