hey bro.. you made it through.. only through God do we actually survive and you, friend, you made it.. focus on the positives especially in life applications. the strength and mass will return.. glad you are still able to lift and get around good.. you have helped me in the past and i took some very positive advice from you, now is the time to hear the positives in this situation.. you are strong and you have survived.. rest assured, 6 months and it will be back.... work hard bro and keep updated..