i was at my friends house yesterday playing bocce in the hot sun and refused to take my shirt off while my other 3 friends were shirtless
i am the biggest one out of them all
they kept tellling me cmon just take your damn shirt off you're the biggest one here
i kept it on
seriously i'm fucked in the head lately
i didn't want comments, it doesn't make sense, i lift to reach my potential, look/feel good for myself (and special
ladies - but only the ones i care about - not for attention from everyone) and yet i refused to show it off in front of my own friends
what is WRONG WITH ME?!??!?