fair enough, but you aren't gonna get much sympathy on this forum with that attitude. 95% of us bust our ass in the gym, eat a clean diet. we are in this for the long haul. many of us are on 8th, 9th cycles. we've been in this game for more than half our lives. its more than a hobby, its a lifestyle.
if you are just looking to run a cycle and then quit then i really don't see the purpose. i wish you would commit yourself to this sport and take it seriously cause it really is an awesome lifestyle.
I would be happy to help you with your diet if you are willing to LISTEN and follow what i say. half ass dieting will give you half ass results.. remember that