I was just about to get engaged to the girl of my dreams that I have been dating for 7 years. I was always loving and faithful and made her the happiest girl always. Well I fucked up and had a fling over the course of a few months. She found out and I am miserable not only because I lost her, but because of the emotional damage I did to a wonderful person over a worthless piece of ass. She still is talking to me and we are still sexually involved, but I don't think things will ever be the same and think she will eventually leave me for someone else. All I want to do is sleep. I don't want to go out anymore, train, eat and my body is wilting away to shit. I love her so much and hope she gives me another chance. I really learned my lesson this time about cheating. NEVER AGAIN