*First Cycle* In Depth Log!! Starts April-18

[musclehealth]

no shit this is a log and no updates since may 15th :

Sorry guys. I have been moving an had not had the net hooked up. Ok...here is the breakdown.

I got up to 202 during my last week of dbol. Thats 189-202. 13lbs up. Bodyfat looks like it dropped a significant amount. I have been keeping my diet clean as hell and eating a shitload of GOOD calories. As I stoped the dbol my weight slowly started to decrease. Im at about 195 right now. Not all to happy about that. Somewhat depressed. I do get great stength gains when im in the gym. Huge strength gains to be honest. My veins are showing in my forearms and bi's even when im not in the gym. Its great.

In all honesty I expected alot more then I gave gotton so far. People have been asking me...what are you on man? Dude...you got huge!, whats ur routine look like? ETC... People seem to notice my gains but I dont notice them myself. I might be getting a little depressed about the whole thing. I know I gained alot of size, lost minimal body fat but am still unsatisfied. Any suggestions?

 

[musclehealth]

Also....I will be doing a show in april of 2006. This will be my first show. Im starting to think of my cycle for that. I researched my ass off about bulking cycles but never cutters. Im gona give myself some AAS rest time before I start the new cycle. That will be a whole other thread.

 

[musclehealth]

Im in the 6th week of test enth. Should I up my dosage next time?

 

[RvN]

Hey, great training journal. One thing though, dont get depressed about your weight, Its how you look in the mirror that counts.

 

[ricorico]

Sorry guys. I have been moving an had not had the net hooked up. Ok...here is the breakdown.

I got up to 202 during my last week of dbol. Thats 189-202. 13lbs up. Bodyfat looks like it dropped a significant amount. I have been keeping my diet clean as hell and eating a shitload of GOOD calories. As I stoped the dbol my weight slowly started to decrease. Im at about 195 right now. Not all to happy about that. Somewhat depressed. I do get great stength gains when im in the gym. Huge strength gains to be honest. My veins are showing in my forearms and bi's even when im not in the gym. Its great.

In all honesty I expected alot more then I gave gotton so far. People have been asking me...what are you on man? Dude...you got huge!, whats ur routine look like? ETC... People seem to notice my gains but I dont notice them myself. I might be getting a little depressed about the whole thing. I know I gained alot of size, lost minimal body fat but am still unsatisfied. Any suggestions?

i hear ya dude.....im a little bit of a similar situation, not exactly the same but similar....i went a few weeks of eating everything in my sight and gained like 12 pounds (pretty good quality too), so then i made the mistake of tryin to start the cutting portion of my cycle (too early i think)...lost 6 pounds in lilke 4 days.....and i felt like smaller and shit...today i thought to myself "f*ck this!, im bulkin again"...so now im back to consuming like 089789790878979 million calories a day...but the truth is, even though i lost like 6 pounds, i still look better than 90% of the people in the gym, and im not small,...and im sure neither are you!.....stik with your plan bro and stay focused, eat eat eat (clean), and lift the f*ck out of those weights....good luck bro

 

[sweed]

Also....I will be doing a show in april of 2006. This will be my first show. Im starting to think of my cycle for that. I researched my ass off about bulking cycles but never cutters. Im gona give myself some AAS rest time before I start the new cycle. That will be a whole other thread.

i am going to try a national show july 2006 just for fun. after my contest in september i am going to do a very clean bulk cycle hopeing not to get over 7-8% bf on test/deca.. then i am going to cycle right up to the show on some test/tren/winny.. and maybe some eq?? my next cycle i am going to keep the same test dosage and add in deca.

 

[musclehealth]

I do look great when my shirt is off. It just feels like I dont notice the size. Some days im like....HOLY shit I GREW!!! and other get depressed. It sucks.

 

[Maxx Out]

Sorry guys. I have been moving an had not had the net hooked up. Ok...here is the breakdown.

I got up to 202 during my last week of dbol. Thats 189-202. 13lbs up. Bodyfat looks like it dropped a significant amount. I have been keeping my diet clean as hell and eating a shitload of GOOD calories. As I stoped the dbol my weight slowly started to decrease. Im at about 195 right now. Not all to happy about that. Somewhat depressed. I do get great stength gains when im in the gym. Huge strength gains to be honest. My veins are showing in my forearms and bi's even when im not in the gym. Its great.

In all honesty I expected alot more then I gave gotton so far. People have been asking me...what are you on man? Dude...you got huge!, whats ur routine look like? ETC... People seem to notice my gains but I dont notice them myself. I might be getting a little depressed about the whole thing. I know I gained alot of size, lost minimal body fat but am still unsatisfied. Any suggestions?

Don't sweat it it bro, u r up 13lbs in three weeks! 13!!!!! That's nothing to sneeze at bro! Done naturally that would have taken well over a year if not longer! U see yourself and criticize yourself every single minute of every single day..... the changes look minor to you but trust me all those compliments is what u should go by! Depression is not acceptable! Keep going to the gym, hit those weights and keep gaining!

Good Luck!

 

[collateral]

Do you still have the lower back pump?

I'm doing more less the same cycle you do (10wks susta first 4 wks dbol) just stopped the dbol this weekend.
I really feel that lower back pump even when I'm walking. I don't think I could run 100yards either.

 

[Ronin|One]

any updates