I still have to update my log from last night ... quite a bit distracted today ... & busy, mind is all over the place.
My workout last night took a little longer than usualy ... b/c the lady who does my BF made it a point to come up to me & ask questions about what I've been through. I must say I was so moved, and HAPPY to answer any questions she had. When she first did my BF way back in Feb when I started cutting, she was afraid to tell me the number ... I assured her I didn't care, it's not a big deal, over the next few weeks she is going to be amazed at what she sees ... can you imagine, "Poor girl ... I hear this all the time ... hope she's not too disappointed ... " she's probably thinking.
I showed her and one of the other regular trainers the announcement ... if you Google "Amanda Victoria" Look on the right hand side, you will see a link to my story... and they read it (there happens to be a porn star by that name too, danngit!!!)
She indicated how refreshing it is to actually see such an amazing transformation, IN PERSON, every day, AM PM, busting ass, lifting heavy ... terrified of my falling backward & cracking my head (while Step Mill running) ... then going up stairs to crack out some sprints .... (You can see the runners upstairs from the lower open level) ... how it's refreshing for her to SEE someone follow through on what they say, and really give her all at something, and the Cancer issue just takes it to an infinite level ... you can imagine a trainer's frustration with some 'stubborn' people ...
Mary, if you read this, what you said really motivated me to try harder, even if you think that isn't possible. You are right, I love helping people, I LOVE doing this, this is ME ... I just need to get through these next few years.. good things will happen ... And I Thank you & Bob for taking the time out to really talk to and learn from me & my experiences, ask questions, shake your head when I walk by & smile

... you both encompass what trainers should be & I am proud to know you as well ...
There is also something else I'd like to share ... I just have to figure out how to post it ...