What are the symptoms? i know that sounds like a stupid question, but i think it's more than feeling sad all the time. i mean, i don't know if i am or not, but people keep telling me i am. i don't think about offing myself or anything, i just never, ever get excited about anything, nothing. i am an emotional flatline. the only feeling i really get is anger. i get pissed off at the slightest thing. it's kind of funny how i got to thinking about this. i've been working in bars on and off for the last 16 years and the other day i was talking to this old man. he said something that made me laugh, i mean laugh out loud. not a fake laugh to make someone feel good like i usually do. this was the first time ever that i laughed over something when talking to someone who wasn't my friend or relative. i just think that's not right..........